Handicapable Black Woman

Why do men want to settle with who they are going to be? Why do so many men tell me what my job is while they can't keep a good credit score or a job? Men tell me my job is to have babies but expect me to be happy living off of their minimum wage but mad when I want to pursue my passions. On the other hand, men want me to pursue my passions and tell me they want to be my sugar baby but get made when I say that is not an option. Why do men settle with their expectations of themselves and in return want women to do less or do more in order to take advantage of them.

If America is not racist, why do we keep witnessing racist situations? If our country is not racist, why do I run into on a regular basis. Why can't we go shopping? Why can't we ask a neighbor for directions? Why can't we knock on a door? Why can't we get help from police and be sure they will actually help us. Sometimes police do but ... I will be covering more of the issues African Americans face including, business loans, real estate and other issues. 

Handicapable Black Woman Episode 66 Safe Relationships and Mental Health Need To Be Taught In School Part 1

I will talk a lot more about schools and the issues in them. I give examples of when I was in school and on the flip side of when I taught in school. The needs for educators to listen and to at least pretend to listen and care because our education system is something that I have a loss of words and now in 2023 we are allowing lies to be taught when it comes to history and contradicting ourselves with freedom of speech in the libraries. 
I feel if you don't want your children to read certain books check their bookbags every day. I want well rounded, educated people in my households and if they read about people different from themselves, they will be empathetic and not a bully like some of the awful people I will be talking about in this series and some of the bullies are the educators. 

Handicapable Black Woman Episode 65 Why The Male Specimen Clinic Option Is Amazing Part 1
I talk about why marriage is not for everyone and how marriage and having children is not fair because for women we are looked at as the title of mother is "our job" and on top of that only job. Men literally tell me other than youth, beauty and fertility women are of no use to them and the only reason they take them out to dinner is, so they have some calories to burn off for the 15 minutes of use. 
Men put me down for being single when being married is a big deal and the divorce rate is 40-50%. Having kids means I am trusting a man and... well I will be getting into that more.
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I talk about how everything comes together and how the break-up shows how one man can gaslight two women and trick, lie to the now Mrs. Lockakey while trying to gaslight and blackmail the other.  This woman fought so hard for a man I am grateful will never be on my speaker phone again, crying, pleading, begging for me back on one end and then saying if I want my money back that I have to do what all men want women for. She tried to brag that she is having his child, but my thought was poor things might end up with his braincells... Well, the mom is not much better so either way I feel bad for the child and hope the stupid gene skipped a generation on both sides. I feel dumb to have dated him but if you have listened to all of the Lockakey episodes you might understand partially and there is more sadly but will be interesting.


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Handicapable Black Woman Episode 63 The Now Mrs. Lockaby Does Not Know the Truth Part 2
I talk about how my ex. Mr. Lockakey betrayed me and put me in a situation I would not put on my enemy even though it would be tempting and as long as it is not on a petty day. I talk about how relationships can be toxic when person is trying to escape and grow and be better and the other one can't stop doing illegal things and keeps figuring out ways to force you to stay in the relationship. Some think they are entitled to a woman or that they deserve to be lazy just because or if they know how to use the system and people just right that he should get anything he wants. He wanted Jennifer all of these years but kept me around so he could have control of someone or have someone that many others said was a good woman or how impressive I was because I was a go getter and never going to quit and he saw that as someone to take advantage of.  That is until he found Mrs. Jennifer Lockakey.

Handicapable Black Woman Episode 62 The Now Mrs. Lockaby Does Not Know the Truth Part 1
I talk about the start of the final end of Mr. Lockakey. I have so many stories to share but I need you know why I am so happy about him marrying Mrs. Jennifer Lockakey. She called me the n-word, threatened me and accused me of being the bad person because of his lies after he cheated on me more than once and put me in situations that could have messed up my entire life. I loaned him money to get a new job after he lost two, but this episode explains why he lost those jobs and the awful situation he put me in and how I knew I could not be desperate to be with a person who is only a man because he has balls. That should not be the definition of a man because it is too easy with what I see these days. You will see how he blackmailed me again and how he and then she tricked me to make me realize that they were meant to be together and why they met in the 8th grade... They have a child and if the next generation is going to be as awful as the two of them... we are doomed.
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Handicapable Black Woman Episode 61 They Forget I Am Human Dating Edition Part 2
I continue to talk about the complications of talking to men as a woman, POC, with a disability and them always trying to put me in my place when they don't know me but it's because they settled in their lives and they are mad that I want more. Many tell me I will fail or that my ideas are stupid. Why do men do that? I talk about that and more.
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Handicapable Black Woman Episode 60 They Forget I Am Human Dating Edition Part 1

Dating while having a disability is difficult enough but when you have standards and none that are physical, none for shallow reasons just standards that will make sure we as a couple have the highest rate of success... Many people/ Men especially tell me that I should take what I can get and since I was a teenager, I was told that in other words or the blame was put on me. People with disability have a right to fall in love and love someone who they are genuinely compatible with, not someone that who you will be with because at least they are someone who wants me, but they don't or won't love me, they only see me as someone who can and will be able to be coaxed into doing what and as they say. Many men think I am or should be more submissive which will be talked about in part 2. Make sure you watch part two.
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The Handicapable Black Woman. I give a couple examples about racism from White men and all happened this week. In one week I have come across three to four white men who have all said something racist and prove my previous two episodes even more.
On top of what Florida is doing with their brainless education curriculum and Women of Liberty wanting to ban books by African American authors, especially if they are about the experience of being a Person Of Color, more police proving to be racist etc.
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Resources/ Proof
(188) The US Constitution, 3/5, and the Slave Trade Clause: Crash Course Black American History #9 - YouTube
(188) Florida Board Of Education Approves HORRIFYING Take On African-American History - YouTube
(188) Nina Turner Gets Racially Attacked By Libertarian Party For Her Healthcare Stance - YouTube
(188) Man Gets $500K After Being Violently Slammed By Corrupt Cops - YouTube
(188) Florida MANDATING White Supremacist Myth Be Taught To Kids - YouTube
(188) White Supremacist Gets Slap On Wrist For Stabbing Black Man To Death - YouTube