Hannah Rose Podcast

I went into hiding like a wounded animal after a fight, afraid of its own bark and bite.

And it had to be that way.

Because this path is a solitary one.

My inner masculine energy tried to control the plummet and make it safe to drop into the dismantling. I didn’t respect his leadership (yet) so I forced it. Full speed MY way.

The first descent was into the desert of my abandoned inner children in exile.

I went on a search and rescue mission to bring.them.home.

I met my 4 year old at the opening of a cave she had been living in for who knows how long. She didn’t trust me enough to come out. She didn’t trust anyone. And she wouldn’t let me get close enough to her to see her, and ask what she needed that she wasn’t getting.

So I stayed there, for days.

I am here. I am not going anywhere.

Done.

Forcing your inauthentic readiness.

Done.

Forcing you to trust before you feel safe.

Done.

Auctioning off your preciousness to the highest bidder.

My desert angel. I am so sorry I kicked you out of the garden.

You can stay here in hiding as long as you would like. You have my full approval.

Calling off the rescue mission -permanently- was the highest act of love I could do…

I peeled away my too tight skin, licked my wounds and slid into the sureness of the soil.. for as long as it took for the parts that weren’t ready to be met, to come forward on their own accord. No force, no pressure, no agenda.

Until they forgot altogether what they were scared of and came out to play.

Episode #2 of The Dark Feminine Series

The Exiled Inner Parts

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In reverence to the mastery of my teachers

Yin and Internal Family Systems, In Depth Psychology work with Kali Basman

And my mentor on the Dark Feminine influenced path Steffie funk

She became my teacher when I was done being undone.

Or rather when I realized with a holy f*ck ‘no anything but that’… that I wasn’t undone yet, not even at all.

My system could no longer assimilate anything that was not 100% true.

So she burned down everything in my world that wasn’t for me.

The Dark Feminine is Love. She teaches through dissolution, truth and Sacred Union.

You know you are on her path when there is no path and you are no longer afraid to accept how terrified you are of the descent into your darkness.

She invites you down when you are done pretending to be ok when you are not ok, the repulsion, the terror, the prove it pick me energy, the rushing, the twisting and contorting to get fed and pleased. The rage, the grief, oh the horror.

She strips you down to your original skin and slowly goes to work on your soul lattice.

Without any effort at all.

I went down hard and I went down fast. Grasping for context, flailing and falling, completely out of my mind, fighting tooth and nail to hold onto control as I made the drop.

And, in slow-as-molasses time, accepted her invitation to the hold down on her ocean floor.

Where the Real work began.

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In this podcast episode I clean up my intention for starting the Hannah Rose Podcast in the first place. I invite you into the power of the Feminine with this first episode as an introduction into The Dark Feminine Series sharing my own journey through the portal of power. I share my experience of what it felt like to be in the wildly disorienting mindf*ck of the dismantling, the body slam of patterning I uncovered, the complete loss of income in the name if what was true, and the rupturing of relationships, of home, of community, habit, substances, coping mechanisms, of anything that required me to contort myself or abandon to stay in its keep. I offer my experience shifting my inner polarity and how that completely changed my attraction to men and led me deeper into sacred union within myself and to receive my partner.

The Dark Feminine series is trickling through this week leading up to the winter solstice (of course she is!) and celebratory Xmas return of the Son (Sun) light and worshipping the Divine Masculine in right relationship. I love the timing and as I have been recording the series over the last few months, I get it now. Why she waited.

The Dark Feminine Series

Episode #1: Making The Drop

Listen on the Hannah Rose Podcast on Spotify and Apple Podcasts

Links:

My work https://linktr.ee/apapachadora

Link to my teacher of the dark feminine lineage who inspired this series Steffie Funk

The Sky Daddy Frequency that has been working me all year.

Listen for a delicious transmission and story telling on the Sun Father, the Rose Mother and the wet hot surrender of full reception.

For more on Sky Daddy: https://linktr.ee/apapachadora

Dogs speak to those who listen. I tell the story of how Luna came into my life (who saved whom!)

Become receptive to telepathic communication with your dog to build the relationship you have always wanted. Gain insight into the highest expression of your contract and what your pet is here to teach your soul.

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Questions about this episode or have a story you want to share about your relationship with your dog? Comment below or email me [email protected]

In this episode I cover the basics about the Akashic Records as the vibrational archive that records every thought, emotion and action generated by a soul's experience from the time it leaves source until it returns.

The Records are a public library that every single one of us gets to access. The secret is there is no secret!

In this episode I cover:

The books quoted in this episode are "How to Read the Akashic Records" by Linda Howe, And "The Field" by Lynne McTagagrt

To book a 1:1 Akashic Sesh with me:

https://hannahrosehealing.com/akashic-record-healing

To study with me inside the Freak For Spirit Mistressmind: Akashic Record Reading Intensive For Women Mystics and Healers. We begin October 23rd!

https://hannah-rose-alexander.mykajabi.com/theffsmistressmind

It’s not a matter of time, it’s a matter of frequency.

Explore the way you live your life from these 4 states of consciousness: life is happening to me, by me, through me, and as me.

Unlock the power of imagination and train yourself to adopt a new default setting through the power of your mind.

In this episode we enter into the playground of possibility and assume the position of power to reverse engineer the structure of our reality, and flow between different states of consciousness at will.

This will inspire you to own your true desires and literally bend time and change your perception from “I feel ridiculous to believe this is even possible for me”, to knowing in your bones how powerful you really are and what you are capable of.

The Hannah Rose Podcast will take you on a journey into a world where anything is possible. I share my story and what it means to me to live courageously and free with the intention to inspire you to follow your own heart and believe in your magic. 

New Episodes every Tuesday! 

I would love to hear from you. Please subscribe and give this podcast a 5-star review if you enjoy and send it to those you love.

Thank you for being here.

More from Hannah Rose:

https://linktr.ee/apapachadora

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In part 2 of my story I open my heart about my journey as a soldier in the Israeli Army. Through heartbreak and into the world of master plant teachers, specifically Ayahuasca, I share my experience of learning from the original healers about living my life as a prayer, and walking the path with responsibility in service to truth, love and full body goosebumps.

The Hannah Rose Podcast will take you on a journey into a world where anything is possible. I share my story and what it means to me to live courageously and free with the intention to inspire you to follow your heart and believe in your magic. 

New Episodes every Tuesday! 

I would love to hear from you. Please subscribe and give this podcast a 5-star rating if you enjoy this episode! Write a review, message me directly, share the podcast with anyone you feel would resonate with it.

Thank you for being here. I am excited for this journey together.

More from Hannah Rose:

https://linktr.ee/apapachadora

Follow along for updates on the gram @hannahrosealexander

In this episode part 1 of 2, I take a trip down memory lane to share my story. From growing up as a competitive gymnast in a Jewish family, to being admitted to the mental hospital for my gifts, to behind the scenes of having a spinal injury and going blind, I share about going through initiations as a child to become the healer and believer in magic I am today.

The Hannah Rose Podcast will take you on a journey through my lens on life and into a world where anything is possible. I open my heart and vulnerably share my story and what it means to me to live courageously and free. 

New Episodes every Tuesday! 

I would love to hear from you. Please subscribe and give this podcast a 5-star rating if you enjoy this episode! Write a review, message me directly, share the podcast with anyone you feel would resonate with it.

Thank you for being here. I am excited for this journey together.

More from Hannah Rose:

https://linktr.ee/apapachadora

Follow along for updates on the gram @hannahrosealexander

Introducing the Hannah Rose podcast with Episode 1, the inspiration for starting this now and what you can expect from me here on the pod.

The podcast will take you on a journey through my lens on living and take you to a perspective on life where anything is possible. Join me for new episodes every Tuesday, which is my favorite day of the week because it’s governed by the planet Mars. Hello power, courage and confidence!

Please be sure to give this podcast a 5-start rating if you enjoy this episode!

Thank you for being here.

More from Hannah Rose:

https://linktr.ee/apapachadora

Follow along for updates on the gram @hannahrosealexander

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