After 1,5 months on the field.. This episode opens up with a super dark mood talk of mine. I'm still under PTSD and can't really handle any sort of violent behavior against me. My neighbor in the field, got super drunk and talked shit to my face. Same night I had food poisoning and had to puke my throat out, thought I was gonna die, seriously.. So this talk is that. You could enjoy I don't know.

After the incident the weather got extremely hot and I couldn't find any reason to stay in the field, especially being around my alcoholic narcissist neighbor became unbearable.  So I took off by walk and came to İstanbul by bus. I'm quite happy that I did so, spending time with my family, having a peaceful home feels much better than dealing with zombies and extreme hot weather.

You'll listen some of my chanting in the city underground and a try out of an instrument I got from Kho Phangan, Thailand back in 2017..

And a little talk about how everything evolves in my life and in parallel with Gaia. We're burning until we're clean as ash.

We were thought of some Arabic prayers in the elementary school. A day started with remembering those..

We went out for a trip by the sea..

Some summary of the day and light language. I have a beautiful princess in the room.