Spending time with God and in His truth is a delight and He desires this for us. It pleases Him and blesses Him as it blesses us. Don’t try to figure it out and just move forward in faith. God is not as so many describe Him to be; sitting on a great throne and sternly looking out over all creation. God smiles, delights in us, wants to spend time with sus on a personal level. If it were not so and His truth I would not share it. He loves us, He is our good, good Heavenly Father. Isaiah 40:31, Psalm 27:4, Philippians 4:4-13, 19&20.