LMAO "hello plants and plant parents" sorry guys its because i had just recorded a tik tok for my plant account! Anywho, In this episode, I tell you all about how this weekends shows in Dallas, Arlington and Houston Texas went. I speak on the many wardrobe malfunctions I have had throughout my career along with looking a hot ass mess naturally. A detailed account of everything that went down at these shows and things that not many fans know about when it comes to stuff that the artists go through behind the stage. The good, the bad and the ugly. A bonus to this episode is me warning any first timer "self tanner" know about shit that can happen to you because it happened to me this weekend as well lol. Beware of "sun kissed" self tanning lotions girl.. you do not want this to happen to you! lol

A little social experiment that i did to see how other women would react to someone asking them advice for something sad relationship related to see whats really out there when it comes to having homegirls we can actually open up to about our relationship love struggles.. and heres what i found. Unfortunately there are few who can actually admit to their own heartbreaks and imperfections which leads those of us who want to find a homegirl who understands us, who we can share our stories with.. hard, very hard to find.

I am having yet another midlife type crisis. I want to change my hair color and 2 days ago I tried a redish pink.. I speak on how that went. We will also discuss a lil bit of drama in my relationship today and how past traumas continue to plague my now married life.

Just like the title says. In this episode I share my very embarrassing, but very necessary experience with having waited decades to lose over 100 pounds and the affect it had on my body visually. We will focus on loose skin, saggy skin on your stomach, arms, legs, thighs, your breasts and more. You'd think that after losing a ton of weight we would be met with our goal bodies.. yet we find ourselves now needing a bunch of plastic surgery just to appear "normal". Take a trip into my current journey, my upcoming arm lift and breast lift surgeries and my feelings about the scars that will come with it. Take the good you hear and apply it to your life and leave what doesn't apply to your situation homegirl.

Onto the second part of my LA show trip NOVELA. On this episode we discuss "mom guilt" that women who work or have a career sometimes feel as well as my experience at the Santee Alley aka Los Callejones in Los Angeles with clothing. As always scrambling last minute to find an outfit to wear for an event and coming to terms with NOT being able to find a hair stylist for that day.

My experience prepping for my 1st show back on stage in over 2 years. The good, the bad and the ugly. How the days leading up to my trip out there went. Mistakes I made for waiting until the last minute to get my show outfit and hair situation ready. Finding sketchy hair stylists on facebook marketplace. Not being ready at all to leave.. plus the horrible ULTA experience I had while shopping for makeup last minute before my trip as well. Join me in this PART 1 of my LA trip experience, out of a few that i have had to divide this story time into because there is A LOT to talk about.

Almost. With my 1st show in almost 2 years being on hiatus coming up in LA things are definitely changing. in this episode we will speak on a few things leading to my feeling better, updates on my skin care, makeup and clothing. The journey to "feeling like my old self again" is definitely underway and doing GREAT more than ever!

After 2 years of panoramic.. the rona finally came through these doors. The kids brought it from school and it went from there. I tested positive a few days ago and currently quarantined here at home with the rest of my family. Here is my experience so far. Stay safe and stay blessed yall!

Speaking on last minute Christmas gift ideas for my family and myself as well as plastic surgery talk! Let's talk about the fact that I have an upcoming consultation finally! So that I can begin prepping myself for whats next in my mommy makeover journey. Also a quick chit chat about continuing my smile journey. :)