Its been almost 2 years of depression. 2 years that felt like they passed by in a blink of an eye. Updates on my depression, on going back to touring and music.. on living life again.

Life updates. Talking about how I am doing and whats going on with my depre situation as well as speaking on struggles of a small business owner during the 4th quarter..

Not knowing what is going on in the world is sometimes better than living your life worried on a daily basis about stuff that hasn’t even happened because of watching the news or scouting the internet and seeing how horrible humanity is currently. Not knowing was better FOR ME than knowing.

On this episode I am speaking about the various methods of losing weight aside from just diet and exercise. Dedicated SPECIALLY to those who are seeking to become “social media famous”, famous on tik tok or youtube. Those wanting to be singers, rappers, actors.. and do not have the “body” that the industry DEMANDS. If you have tried going at it alone and you see your life passing by.. unhappy and overweight etc this one is for you. Things I wish someone would have told me were available for me to lose the weight at the beginning of my career.. that no one told me.

The first episode of my new series where I will be speaking on my own personal experiences with even a little bit of “fame” and the price you pay both mentally and physically to get it and to keep it going. This series is dedicated to anyone who wants to be social media famous, a YouTuber, an influencer, an artist etc. Because I would rather you hear some of the harsh stuff from me aka someone who wants only the BEST for you! Than to go into it naïvely not knowing and being hurt when you come across it.

A huge update on my depression situation and how I’ve been doing as well as my thoughts on “La 69” and why we need to quit being bitter bitches and congratulate instead of being bitter bitches.

My thoughts on “the rona” and everything that has to do with it. The pressure I am feeling as a human being, a mother and the stress that I live with on a daily basis because of it. I know I am not alone in this and I hope anyone who is listening to or reading this post know that you aren’t alone! There are many of us who can relate to what you are going through!

Today I finally decided to contact a doctor to figure all of this out. Hoping that this is the beginning of my journey to feeling like myself again. To being that woman that I was not too long ago. To feeling good, having energy, wanting to do things, being active, doing what I love. On the road to loving myself again.

Late night chat about a nightmare I recently had which had me thinking about the reasons why it even happened. Realizing that my own insecurities bring on these nightmares and facing realities that although may be embarrassing.. are there and have been there due to past relationship trauma.

Like the title explains. I have a mean ol headache right now guys so I will update this description soon :)