Here For Me

Entrepreneur Lisa Ehrlich joins Here For Me on the heels of the release of "Love, Charlie: The Rise and Fall of Chef Charlie Trotter," the documentary film on her late ex-husband and business partner, sharing the twists and turns her life took from restaurant stardom to personal setbacks, reinvention, and reframing how she evaluates who and what is allowed in her world.

Kelly Henderson, celebrity hair and make-up artist, stylist, and host of the popular Velvet's Edge podcast, reflects on her experiences in the public eye, particularly her role on a reality TV show and the fallout of a public friendship. She shares how the aftermath of these events affected her perceptions of herself, but also was a catalyst for healing and growth that changed how she shows up for herself and in the world. Kelly highlights the significance of self-love and the journey inward as pivotal steps toward fostering a happier, healthier life and more fulfilling relationships. She also discusses the significant role that therapy, especially somatic work, played in her ongoing healing journey.

In this emotionally powerful and introspective episode, Nicole opens up about the upheaval, challenges, and profound lessons that unfolded after her move from Seattle to San Diego in the aftermath of a freak virus. She recounts her battle with ocular cancer, being declared cancer-free, leaving a 25-year career, the end of her marriage, and the realization that it was time to leave San Diego and embark on a new chapter. Through her candid storytelling, Nicole illustrates the importance of being here for me—the practice of choosing oneself and engaging in self-care during life's most tumultuous storms.

As she prepares to bid farewell to San Diego, a city that has been both a safe haven and a catalyst for growth, Nicole reflects on the weight she has carried from the past five years. She shares her realization that some burdens are meant to be left behind, allowing for a newfound sense of freedom and alignment with the authentic self. Nicole's journey is a testament to the power of self-discovery and the courage to trust one's intuition, even when it means going against the grain.

Rabbi Cantor Judy Greenfeld shares her personal journey of overcoming tragedy, including the murder of her father when she was just 16 years old, the subsequent disconnection from her Jewish roots, and how her search for meaning ultimately led her to an integrated approach to Judaism, connecting people, and healing. As a spiritual leader, Judy encourages everyone to embrace their imperfections, feel into their experiences, and explore spirituality beyond the confines of traditional Judaism. Known for her vibrant approach to integrating various healing modalities into Jewish rituals and traditions, and welcoming interfaith families as well as those who feel disconnected from Judaism, Judy's story is a testament to the transformative power of faith, self-discovery, and creating community.

Lori Reising is the founder of The Raw and Wild Hearts, a therapeutic practice and podcast where she supports and guides people into their inherent truth to magnetize the lives they came here to thrive from. She joins Nicole for a heartfelt conversation on the essence of human awakening and living as a spiritual being in this dense 3D world. She reveals how her personal struggles, including giving birth to a stillborn daughter and a near-death experience, led her to the profound realization that her path transcends traditional motherhood to include the divine nurturing of the collective. Lori's insights into self-mothering, unlearning societal constraints, destroying our culture of fear, and aligning with our "soul blueprint" highlight the power of inner trust and the importance of community in finding our purpose, or as Lori says, our own personal North Star, in this lifetime.

Jessalynn Biederstadt, host of the Invisible Scars podcast and survivor of complex childhood trauma, most notably sexual assault at the age of ten, joins Nicole to share her harrowing journey from experiencing neglect, turmoil, and abuse to finding strength in facing her trauma head-on and the deep healing that followed. They discuss the difficulties of processing and acknowledging personal trauma, the importance of therapy, medication, and self-care in healing, and the power of speaking out and choosing to prioritize oneself. Jessalynn's bravery in sharing her experience is a beacon of hope for others navigating their path to recovering from deep-seated trauma, emphasizing the enduring power of courage, self-awareness, and the continuous journey towards healing.

Nicole reflects on the nonlinear nature of grief, and how it comes and goes, during this heartfelt episode that coincides with the 10th anniversary of her dear friend Michele's passing. She talks about how grief never ends, but shape-shifts, and shares some of her cherished memories with Michele and the profound impact her friend still has on her life. Nicole also offers comfort and advice to listeners grappling with grief of their own. Her tribute to Michele underscores the lasting influence of loved ones and the significance of remembering them through the many facets of grieving.

Chad Bell, founder & CEO of Achilles Coffee Roasters, recounts his inspiring journey of overcoming drug and alcohol addiction and becoming a successful entrepreneur. He shares the story of his personal transformation and how he learned fear is a catalyst for growth, a sign he's challenging himself to reach his potential, and how following fear led to him becoming someone unrecognizable to his younger self. He also discusses his road to sobriety, filled with setbacks and steps forward, and how addiction prepared him for the wild ride of entrepreneurship. Chad's story is a testament to the transformative power of self-awareness, determination, and choosing to be present for oneself and others.

Suzie Clark, founder of Female Leadership Collective, shares how she left a seemingly perfect life in London—including a high-powered, yet unfulfilling, career as a banker—and moved to Bali to live a more purposeful life. She talks about the missteps and mistakes along her path to finding meaning and joy in online entrepreneurship, and how she's now helping other women leave their corporate careers to do the same. Suzie emphasizes the importance of aligning your values with your life and work, practicing self-care, and defining success on your own terms.

In this powerfully candid and gripping episode, Nicole shares—for the first time—painful details of abuse she experienced in her marriage. She walks us through scenes and memories, illustrating how it chipped away at her sense of self, and how a traumatic, yet transformative Reiki experience released her ex-husband's grip on her. Travel with Nicole as she embarks on a post-divorce journey to Maui, a place laden with memories from her marriage and of her ex-husband, where she works with a Reiki master whose guidance aids the deep healing that set her free, and led her to reclaim herself, her voice, and her life.