Herni💜: Hey, I mean you
I wonder when you're coming home
And if at all you'd come
I tell you,
You've been gone for too long
And I've been all alone...
I used to be your comfort zone
I used to be your one and only
I used to be the one you wanna hold
Remember?
I would wanna hold you, falling in your arms
Yeah...
We go through phases
I know some days are breaking
I Know some days are bulletproof
I know we keep on changing
But one thing is always true
I'll never give you up
Twas easy when we started
Coz twas everything I ever wanted
But this love feels different Everytime.
Coz we go through phases....
I'm not perfect but I'm trying
Yeah...
I wouldn't lie ,
It's amazes me
You moved on so easily from someone you once called home
It kills me inside
Yh ..
It hurts a lot
I know I miss you
I hope you miss me too
Coz I don't wanna Miss somebody who's not missing me
Don't you understand I'm trying!
And maybe I'm a mess
But God knows how
Mmmmm
I wish I had discipline for me
Coz I don't know how to turn down the way I feel
I guess I still need you to come home 😔
(Smiles)
I said home
The broken one?
Let's build it together again
So we can feel comfortable, trusted and open.
And errrhm.... Share our feelings
The truth is
For so long
I forgot that I've been stucked in one place than a cave of a lifetime
A deep dark cave
And then ,
I let out some egos outta my world
And you came around and brought the good out of me
For the first time I started to feel things again
I started to feel happy
But lately
I guess I'm feeling distant from you
I care, yh, I miss us
But I know you wanna move on.
And if I'm being really honest,
That's what scares me
I don't want things to change
That's why I think maybe I should stop the change
To turn back the clock
To make things go back to how they were
But I Know that's naive
It's just not how life works
Let's move on
Sometimes it's painful
Sometimes it's sad
Sometimes it's surprisingly happy
So you know what,
Keep on moving on
Who am I to stop you.
Make mistakes
Learn from them,
And when life hurts you, because it will
Remember the heart .
To hurt is good
It moves you out of that cave
But please keep the door open
The door of your heart
But I still hope you come home soon😔