She was preparing for and dreamed of having a natural, vaginal birth. After a false reading on her baby's health, a non consented inducement, and 64 hours of non medicated labor ending in an emergency c-section. There was nothing left but grief. Although relieved her baby was earth side it didn't change her grief, her loss of something she believed to be sacred.
Birth is beautiful, It can also be scary, it's empowering and it changes us in more ways than we understand. What doesn't change is the common goal we all have, Vaginal or c-section, to bring healthy lives into this world, HOWEVER that might be.