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  • The Servitude of Longing — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

    Stop giving your power away — learn how to move from longing to true belonging and reclaim your spiritual sovereignty.

    This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “The Servitude of Longing” (pages 149–161), exploring the difference between longing, which keeps us chasing external validation, and true belonging, which anchors us in peace, simplicity, and Divine alignment.

    This teaching asks a vital question: what you belong to also belongs to you — so is it truly aligned with your soul? Through discernment and conscious choice, we can reclaim our spiritual sovereignty and stop giving our power away.

    What You’ll Hear in This Episode

    * How longing traps us in cycles of dissatisfaction

    * Why true belonging starts within, not in external systems or approval

    * How branding and influence can subtly “own” your identity

    * The importance of spiritual discernment in where and to whom you belong

    * A sacred prayer to restore clarity, humility, and sovereignty

    Continuing the Series

    This episode follows Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds, which explores planting seeds of intention through Faith, Forgiveness, and Freedom. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

    Something to Ponder

    “What you belong to also belongs to you.”

     

    ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist of Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

    If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

    Resources & Links

    * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

    * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

    * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

    If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

    Stay Connected

    🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Newsletter: Sign Up Here

    About the Podcast

    Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

    Podcast Credits

    🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

    Other Episodes in This Series
    • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
    • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
    • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
    • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
    • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
    • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
    • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
    • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
    • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
    • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
    • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
    • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
    • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
    • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
    • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
    • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
    • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
    • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
    • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
    • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
    • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
    • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
    • Ep. 23 — Salvation
    • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
    • New to this series? Start with Episode 1 →

      All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

       

      16 min
    • The Liberation from Longing — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

      Break free from the endless cycle of seeking — learn how to release longing and find freedom through true belonging.

      This episode is part of an ongoing series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “The Liberation from Longing” (pages 162–171), exploring how emotional attachment and the need for external validation create suffering, and how spiritual surrender offers a path out.

      In this episode, we explore The Liberation from Longing (pages 162–171) from The Freedom Transmissions. This teaching reveals how external seeking — for validation, possessions, or acceptance — traps us in a cycle of fear and attachment, and how true liberation comes from belonging to something far greater: the Divine.

      Yeshua invites us to see that we are already whole and complete, and that freedom doesn’t come from acquiring more, but from releasing our attachments and trusting in divine belonging.

      What You’ll Hear in This Episode

      * How longing drains your energy and keeps you stuck

      * Why true belonging starts with your soul, not external approval

      * How to identify what “owns” you — and how to release it

      * The role of faith in dissolving fear and scarcity

      * Why letting go of ownership frees not just you, but others too

      Continuing the Series

      This episode builds directly on Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing, where we first explored how longing takes hold. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

      Something to Ponder

      “Freedom doesn’t come from acquiring more — it comes from releasing our attachments and trusting in divine belonging.”

      If you’ve been chasing something outside yourself to feel whole, this conversation will help you release the grasp, reclaim your spiritual sovereignty, and live from peace instead of fear.

       

      ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist for the upcoming Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

      If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

      Resources & Links

      * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

      * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

      * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

      If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

      Stay Connected

      🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Email Community: Sign Up Here

      About the Podcast

      Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

      Podcast Credits

      🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

      Other Episodes in This Series
      • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
      • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
      • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
      • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
      • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
      • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
      • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
      • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
      • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
      • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
      • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
      • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
      • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
      • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
      • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
      • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
      • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
      • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
      • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
      • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
      • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
      • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
      • Ep. 23 — Salvation
      • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
      • New to this series? Start with Episode 1 →

        Disclaimer

        All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

         

         

        18 min
      • The Freedom of Be-ing — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

        Discover how to break free from the illusion-self, reclaim your wholeness, and live from the freedom of your true divine nature.

        This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “The Freedom of Be-ing” (pages 172–194), exploring how real freedom isn’t about doing whatever you want — it’s about being who you truly are.

        You’ll learn how to recognize when you’re operating from your chaff identity (in your mind and ego) — the illusion-self driven by fear, control, and external validation — and how to return to your wheat-self (your soul self), the divine essence rooted in truth, peace, and wholeness. This is the path to living a soul-based life.

        What You’ll Hear in This Episode

        * How the illusion-self fragments your sense of peace and purpose

        * What it means to reintegrate lost aspects of your soul

        * How to trust divine timing in your transformation

        * Why some relationships, roles, and desires naturally fall away

        * How to embody authentic passion that flows with ease

        Continuing the Series

        This episode follows Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing, which explores releasing attachment and reclaiming spiritual sovereignty. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

        Something to Ponder

        “Real freedom isn’t about doing whatever you want — it’s about being who you truly are.”

         

        ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist of Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

        If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

        Resources & Links

        * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

        * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

        * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

        If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

        Stay Connected

        🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Newsletter: Sign Up Here

        About the Podcast

        Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

        Podcast Credits

        🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

        Other Episodes in This Series
        • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
        • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
        • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
        • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
        • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
        • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
        • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
        • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
        • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
        • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
        • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
        • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
        • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
        • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
        • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
        • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
        • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
        • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
        • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
        • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
        • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
        • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
        • Ep. 23 — Salvation
        • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
        • New to this series? Start with Episode 1 →

          Disclaimer

          All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

           

          14 min
        • The Power of Perception — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

          Discover how shifting your perception to Love can transform even your biggest challenges — and move the mountains in your life.

          This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “The Power of Perception” (pages 197–209), exploring how our challenges — the “mountains” in our lives — are shaped not just by what they are, but by how we see them.

          Yeshua reminds us that Love moves mountains (what we perceive as the issues and challenges in our life). When we shift our perception from fear and control to trust and Divine Love, what once felt heavy can become holy. Some mountains are meant to be moved, others simply witnessed — but all invite us into deeper transformation.

          What You’ll Hear in This Episode

          * Why perception determines whether a challenge grows or dissolves

          * How Love transforms the weight of your “mountains”

          * The difference between a real mountain and a perceived one

          * Why vulnerability is courage, and armor keeps us disconnected

          * How to trust Divine timing to move what needs to be moved

          Continuing the Series

          This episode follows Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing, which explores reclaiming wholeness and living from your true divine nature. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

          Something to Ponder

          “Love moves mountains.”

           

          ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist for the upcoming Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

          If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

          Resources & Links

          * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

          * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

          * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

          If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

          Stay Connected

          🔹 Substack:Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram:@laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Email Community:Sign Up Here

          About the Podcast

          Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

          Podcast Credits

          🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

          Other Episodes in This Series
          • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
          • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
          • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
          • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
          • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
          • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
          • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
          • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
          • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
          • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
          • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
          • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
          • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
          • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
          • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
          • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
          • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
          • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
          • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
          • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
          • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
          • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
          • Ep. 23 — Salvation
          • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
          • New to this series? Start with Episode 1 →

            Disclaimer

            All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

            This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit lauriegrossman.substack.com/subscribe

            18 min
          • Clarity, Part 1 — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

            Find out why clarity isn’t about knowing everything — and how to receive the guidance you’ve been waiting for in a way your soul truly needs.

            This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers the first part of the chapter “Clarity” (pages 210–218), exploring how clarity isn’t something we earn by working harder or chasing answers — it’s something we see when we’re fully present.

            Yeshua reminds us that the clarity we most often seek — the exact plan, the perfect next step — is rarely given in the way we expect. Instead, clarity arrives through truth, acceptance, and our willingness to live in the mystery. When we stop resisting what is, we begin to see with new eyes.

            What You’ll Hear in This Episode

            * Why clarity is the most common request made to the Divine — and how it’s usually answered

            * The three main reasons clarity feels clouded

            * How impatience, misplaced focus, and resistance block the truth

            * Why free will means we’ll never be handed the full roadmap

            * Simple practices to invite clarity now

            Continuing the Series

            This episode follows Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception, which explores how shifting our perception to Love transforms our biggest challenges. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

            Something to Ponder

            “Clarity isn’t something we earn by working harder — it’s something we see when we’re fully present.”

             

            ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist of Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

            If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

            Resources & Links

            * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

            * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

            * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

            If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

            Stay Connected

            🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Newsletter: Sign Up Here

            About the Podcast

            Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

            Podcast Credits

            🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

            Other Episodes in This Series
            • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
            • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
            • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
            • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
            • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
            • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
            • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
            • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
            • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
            • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
            • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
            • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
            • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
            • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
            • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
            • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
            • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
            • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
            • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
            • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
            • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
            • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
            • Ep. 23 — Salvation
            • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
            • New to this series? Start with Episode 1 →

              Disclaimer

              All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

               

              15 min
            • Clarity, Part 2 — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

              When you stop chasing certainty and start embracing truth, clarity arrives. Discover how presence, self-worth, and love open the way forward.

              This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers the second part of the chapter “Clarity” (pages 218–233), exploring how clarity isn’t about knowing exactly what will happen next, but about aligning with presence, love, and truth, even in seasons of uncertainty.

              Yeshua reminds us that when clarity feels out of reach, it’s often because we’re rushing the timeline, avoiding an inconvenient truth, or rejecting parts of ourselves. The invitation here is to slow down, embrace all of who we are, and choose the “temple” of love and peace over the one built on fear and control.

              What You’ll Hear in This Episode

              * Why lack of clarity is often about safety, not vision

              * How resisting truth clouds your ability to see clearly

              * The link between self-worth and your ability to receive clarity

              * Yeshua’s metaphor of the two temples — and how to choose wisely

              * Practices to invite clarity through patience, presence, and self-acceptance

              Continuing the Series

              This episode follows Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1, which explores why clarity isn’t something we earn by working harder. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

              Something to Ponder

              “Truth, even when uncomfortable, is always guiding you home.”

               

              ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist of Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

              If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

              Resources & Links

              * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

              * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

              * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

              If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

              Stay Connected

              🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Newsletter: Sign Up Here

              About the Podcast

              Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

              Podcast Credits

              🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

              Other Episodes in This Series
              • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
              • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
              • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
              • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
              • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
              • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
              • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
              • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
              • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
              • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
              • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
              • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
              • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
              • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
              • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
              • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
              • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
              • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
              • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
              • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
              • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
              • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
              • Ep. 23 — Salvation
              • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
              • Disclaimer

                All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

                15 min
              • The Spectrum of Spirit — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

                Light and void aren’t opposites — they’re partners in your transformation. Discover how embracing both unlocks your highest path.

                This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “The Spectrum of Spirit” (pages 237–251), reframing the way we see light and darkness — not as enemies, but as complementary forces that work together to guide our evolution.

                Yeshua reminds us that the void is not a place to fear, but a space of infinite potential where transformation begins. The light illuminates, the void expands — and both are essential to our spiritual growth. We’re invited to examine our fears, embrace both energies, and step into our role as conscious creators of our lives.

                What You’ll Hear in This Episode

                * Why the void is a space of limitless potential, not emptiness

                * How light and void work in harmony to support transformation

                * The two types of fear — fear of the void vs. fear of the light — and what they reveal

                * How surrendering control opens the door to peace

                * The role of environmental stewardship in our spiritual evolution

                Continuing the Series

                This episode follows Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2, which explores aligning with presence, love, and truth. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

                Something to Ponder

                “The void is not a place to fear, but a space of infinite potential where transformation begins.”

                 

                ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist of Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

                If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

                Resources & Links

                * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

                * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

                * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

                If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

                Stay Connected

                🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Newsletter: Sign Up Here

                About the Podcast

                Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

                Podcast Credits

                🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

                Other Episodes in This Series
                • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
                • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
                • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
                • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
                • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
                • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
                • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
                • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
                • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
                • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
                • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
                • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
                • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
                • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
                • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
                • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
                • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
                • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
                • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
                • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
                • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
                • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
                • Ep. 23 — Salvation
                • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
                • New to this series? Start with Episode 1 →

                  Disclaimer

                  All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

                   

                  13 min
                • Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

                  You have two sides within you — one rooted in fear, one rooted in love. This is how to choose the one that sets you free.

                  This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt” (pages 252–276), exploring how within each of us lives both the Yeshua Self — aligned with love, trust, and Divine will — and the Lucifer Self — clinging to fear, control, and separation.

                  Yeshua reminds us that resistance to growth is natural, but it becomes harmful when it keeps us locked in fear. As our light grows, resistance often intensifies. The key is to notice when we’re operating from fear and gently return ourselves to the light.

                  What You’ll Hear in This Episode

                  * Why resistance often increases as your light expands

                  * The difference between healthy resistance (discernment) and unhealthy resistance (fear)

                  * How to identify and shift from your Lucifer Self to your Yeshua Self

                  * Why resurrection is an ongoing process of awakening, not a single moment

                  * How to move from reactive living to conscious creation

                  Continuing the Series

                  This episode follows Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit, which explores light and void as partners in transformation. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

                  Something to Ponder

                  “The key is to notice when we’re operating from fear and gently return ourselves to the light.”

                   

                  ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist for the upcoming Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

                  If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

                  Resources & Links

                  * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

                  * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

                  * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

                  If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

                  Stay Connected

                  🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Email Community: Sign Up Here

                  About the Podcast

                  Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

                  Podcast Credits

                  🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

                  Other Episodes in This Series
                  • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
                  • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
                  • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
                  • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
                  • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
                  • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
                  • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
                  • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
                  • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
                  • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
                  • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
                  • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
                  • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
                  • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
                  • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
                  • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
                  • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
                  • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
                  • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
                  • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
                  • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
                  • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
                  • Ep. 23 — Salvation
                  • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
                  • New to this series? Start with Episode 1 →

                    Disclaimer

                    All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

                     

                    18 min
                  • The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

                    Discover how life’s endings and beginnings work together — and how love continues to guide us long after loss.

                    This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life” (pages 279–309), reframing life and death — not as opposing forces, but as partners in the soul’s evolution.

                    Yeshua reminds us that every ending creates a new beginning, and love does not vanish after loss. By embracing both the light and the void of life’s sacred cycles, we can move through grief, find balance, and experience a deeper peace that transcends fear.

                    What You’ll Hear in This Episode

                    * Why life and death are two halves of the same sacred design

                    * How grief is an expansion of love, not a loss of it

                    * Why feelings can’t be solved by logic — they must be moved through

                    * The three levels of awareness, and how to let intuition lead

                    * How to balance the mind and heart to find true peace

                    * What happens when we die, from a soul’s perspective

                    Continuing the Series

                    This episode follows Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt, which explores choosing love over fear in our inner polarities. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

                    Something to Ponder

                    “Love never leaves. It simply changes form.”

                     

                    ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist of Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

                    If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

                    Resources & Links

                    * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

                    * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

                    * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

                    If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

                    Stay Connected

                    🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Newsletter: Sign Up Here

                    About the Podcast

                    Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

                    Podcast Credits

                    🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

                    Other Episodes in This Series
                    • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
                    • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
                    • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
                    • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
                    • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
                    • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
                    • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
                    • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
                    • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
                    • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
                    • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
                    • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
                    • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
                    • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
                    • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
                    • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
                    • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
                    • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
                    • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
                    • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
                    • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
                    • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
                    • Ep. 23 — Salvation
                    • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
                    • New to this series? Start with Episode 1 →

                      Disclaimer

                      All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

                      26 min
                    • Resurrection — The Freedom Transmissions Book Study Series

                      Learn how to live, die, and leave a legacy of light through the interconnected web of all life.

                      This episode continues our series unpacking The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher. This installment covers “Resurrection” (pages 310–320), expanding resurrection beyond the human soul into the interconnected web of all life. Here, resurrection means returning to life’s sacred balance over and over, in this body and beyond.

                      You’ll discover how every word you speak, every choice you make, and every energy you carry leaves an imprint on the Earth long after you’re gone. This teaching calls us to live as caretakers — honoring animals, plants, people, and the planet as extensions of our own being.

                      What You’ll Hear in This Episode

                      * Why resurrection is not only about the human spirit but about the renewal of all life

                      * How the energy you carry now becomes part of your lasting legacy

                      * The wisdom animals and plants offer about living in balance

                      * How reincarnation serves the soul’s evolution and healing

                      * Why justice is about restoring harmony — not punishment

                      * Practical ways to raise your vibration and contribute to collective peace

                      Continuing the Series

                      This episode follows Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life, which explores how love continues to guide us after loss. If you haven’t listened yet, that’s the natural starting point before this one.

                      Something to Ponder

                      “Resurrection means returning to life’s sacred balance over and over, in this body and beyond.”

                       

                      ✨ Want to go deeper?If you’re drawn to exploring this work in community, you’re invited to join the waitlist of Foundations of The Freedom Transmissions Book Study — an 8-session guided experience designed for clarity, integration, and shared reflection.

                      If you’re ready for a new way of living — one rooted in peace, balance, and authenticity — this is where the journey begins.

                      Resources & Links

                      * Read The Freedom Transmissions by Carissa Schumacher

                      * Listen to my earlier conversations with Carissa: Carissa Schumacher on Channeling Yeshua and Creating The Freedom Transmissions and How The Freedom Transmissions Guides Spiritual Awakening

                      * Subscribe to my newsletter: Build the Light

                      If this episode resonates, please follow the podcast, leave a review, and share it with a friend who’s ready for their own spiritual shift.

                      Stay Connected

                      🔹 Substack: Hold the Light with Laurie Gunning Grossman🔹 Instagram: @laurie.gunning.grossman🔹 Join My Newsletter: Sign Up Here

                      About the Podcast

                      Hold the Light supports lifelong learners and spiritual seekers in deepening their journey toward personal transformation. Through reflection, wisdom, and practical tools, this podcast is a companion for those on the path of growth and self-discovery.

                      Podcast Credits

                      🎙 Creator, Producer, and Host: Laurie Gunning Grossman🎧 Co-Producer & Sound Design: Jonathan Grossman🎼 Original Music: Jonathan Grossman📍 Recorded at: Night Shift Audio, Los Angeles, CA

                      Other Episodes in This Series
                      • Ep. 1 — Introduction: The Freedom Transmissions Series
                      • Ep. 2 — I AM Yeshua
                      • Ep. 3 — The Seven Imbalances of the Mind, Part 1
                      • Ep. 4 — The Three Veils, Part 2
                      • Ep. 5 — The Chambers of the Sacred Heart
                      • Ep. 6 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 1
                      • Ep. 7 — The Thread and Stitching of the Dreaming, Part 2
                      • Ep. 8 — Shades of Hope
                      • Ep. 9 — Sacred Seeds
                      • Ep. 10 — The Servitude of Longing
                      • Ep. 11 — The Liberation from Longing
                      • Ep. 12 — The Freedom of Be-ing
                      • Ep. 13 — The Power of Perception
                      • Ep. 14 — Clarity, Pt. 1
                      • Ep. 15 — Clarity, Pt. 2
                      • Ep. 16 — The Spectrum of Spirit
                      • Ep. 17 — Polarity, Resistance, and Transcending Doubt
                      • Ep. 18 — The Alpha, the Omega, and Eternal Life
                      • Ep. 19 — Resurrection
                      • Ep. 20 — The Justice of Divine Balance
                      • Ep. 21 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 1
                      • Ep. 22 — The Three Strands of the Braid of the Holy Trinity, Part 2
                      • Ep. 23 — Salvation
                      • Ep. 24 — The Chalice and Vessel of Freedom and The Covenant
                      • New to this series? Start with Episode 1 →

                        Disclaimer

                        All reflections shared in this series are my personal interpretations of The Freedom Transmissions. They do not represent Carissa Schumacher or the book itself. My aim is to explore these teachings through my own lens, offering insights for deeper contemplation and growth.

                         

                        14 min

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