Felina shares some of her journey of grieving the loss of her mom, including a recently discovered letter that her mom, Melody Lea Quinnett, left for her.
Felina,
I don’t want you to look back at your childhood with regrets that you didn’t live with the perfect family.
I want you to draw from the experience and build a successful life for yourself.
I live in fear that you will grow up to resent me for not being with you every step of growing up. I hope that you know that I have been growing up with you!
I’ve learned from the pain of our separation to become a more compassionate person. We can use our life experiences to either pull us down or lift us to higher levels of understanding.
The greatest joy you will experience in life will be when you have somehow touched another life with the beauty found deep within your soul. You’re born with a soul but it develops from your life experiences and how you choose to use them.
When things are getting you down look into the depths of your heart and see the special person you have become and are becoming. I know you’ll be proud because I have seen your inner beauty and strength!
Don’t worry that life is not perfect. Use its disappointments to strengthen others.
As much as I would like you to be mine, you’re not. You belong to yourself and the world surrounding you. You have an energy that is transferred to others (including me!) that makes them feel good! If you use this energy and your talent for the good of others you will be more successful than the richest person in the world.
I love you,
Mom