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  • How I F*ck as a Professional MILF

    Rachel Steele was a single mother working at a nail salon when she met a dancer who was making a lot more money than she was at that time. She realized she was in the wrong business, and within a couple of years went from dancer to cam girl to full-on producer. Her most popular content? MILF videos, including mother-son, mother-daughter, and even family orgy videos. These sexy age gaps and taboo role-playing dominate Rachel’s career… and her personal life. For Rachel, being a professional MILF is more than just cute cardigans and incestual storylines— it’s about getting inside the minds of her fans.

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    41 min
  • How I F*ck is Back October 6

    How I F*ck is back for a third season October 6, and we've got a tiny surprise for you.

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    1 min
  • How I F*ck as a Polyamorous Woman with Herpes

    Carolyn was recovering from a broken heart when she realized an ingrown hair in her bikini area wasn’t what she thought it was. Herpes-positive, bisexual, and poly, Carolyn refused to let her diagnosis stop her from having sex with multiple partners at a time. Having found a community of equally promiscuous people like herself, Carolyn decided that the best way to celebrate her sexuality was to attend sex parties. But how exactly does someone with an incurable STD navigate sex parties and sleeping with multiple partners? Thankfully, the self-published author sat down with us to share what she’s learned.

    Where to buy Carolyn's book:  https://carolyntoney.com/

    32 min
  • How I F*ck with Two Vaginas

    Katie and her husband were fooling around when they realized that there was something wrong with her vagina. Fast forward to some years later, and Katie is now a mother who skips pool days, invests in lube, and dreams of one day using a menstrual cup. She spoke with How I F*ck about what it’s like to live with Uterus Didelphys, a rare anomaly that can result in two uteruses, two cervixes, and two vaginas—which is what Katie has— and why it’s important that doctors not only listen to women’s pain but also their pleasure…or lack of. 

    24 min
  • How I F*ck with Blood and Vampires

    Raven Belasco always knew vampires and monsters turned her on, but it wasn’t until she met a nurse that she felt comfortable enough to bring those dark fantasies into the bedroom. From blood play to BDSM, Raven’s sexual adventures have involved hypodermic needles, fountains of menstrual blood, and even role-playing satanic rituals. 

    Now, Raven is bringing her sensual dark fantasies to life with her vampire books. In her writing, she answers the question many writers and vampire fanatics have asked themselves for decades: How do vampires f***?

    Where to buy Raven's book:

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    23 min
  • How I F*ck in a Swinger Relationship

    Brian and Brenna never imagined they'd find love and kink on Craigslist, but that's exactly what happened when a newly divorced Brenna posted an ad for a kinky dominant person interested in a play relationship. Fast forward to some years later and Brenna and Brian are sharing their experiences as a nonmonogamous couple with their listeners on their podcast, Front Porch Swingers. From pansexuality to hotwife experiences, Brenna and Brian are here to share their swinging love story with HIF listeners.

    31 min
  • How I F*ck as a Trans Porn Star with Buck Angel

    Buck Angel was walking the streets of West Hollywood as a man in a woman’s body when he almost lost his life to a sexual transaction gone wrong. An addict for several years, Buck decided it was time to quit the alcohol and drugs and to finally transition from female to male. Now known as the “man with the vagina,” Buck Angel spoke with HIF about how keeping his vagina has influenced his sexuality and why he felt compelled to create a line of sex toys for trans men like himself.

    33 min
  • How I F*ck as a Burn Survivor

    Sandy Jackman was living her best life as an openly gay woman in her home country of Guyana when she had acid thrown at her by a jealous ex-lover. Living with third-degree burns on the left side of her face, arms, and legs, Sandy had to go through extensive physical therapy to help ease her pain. But that wasn't the only physical activity that helped Sandy stretch her scars and muscles: There was also sex. 

    27 min
  • How I F*ck After a Double Mastectomy

    Kelly loves her breasts...or at least she did.  At just 25, she decided to have both of her breasts removed after testing positive for a gene mutation that could potentially give her breast cancer later in life.  Losing one of her biggest sexual stimulators, Kelly, who has implants, has had to learn how to find pleasure in other ways.  She sat down with HIF about how much her breasts impacted her sex life, and how life post-mastectomy has taught her to finally love her body.

    28 min
  • How I F*ck in a Throuple

    While most of us were baking bread during the pandemic, Johnisha, Destiny, and Jeron were falling in love... with each other.  Their love story actually goes back years and involves a devastating breakup, a Zoom wedding, and a boat metaphor that still has some of them confused to this day.

    The trio talks to HIF about what it was like moving in together during a pandemic, and what someone's sex routine can be like when you have two partners.

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    32 min

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