It’s a conundrum .. it’s a scene in a play .. it’s a relationship .. a threading.. an avalanche .. to get out you must see it all .. the dynamic ..disassemble the machine .. with the help of consciousness .. with whatever takes you out of your paradigm .. no more visits to empty wells when there’s the healing of love

No.. you can’t sign up & get an itinerary .. it will never be what you expect & there’s no going back.. so buckle up for the ride because this roller coaster has no end or schedule you will ever recognize ..welcome yo the miracle of aya ..

Freedom is lost “on arrival” .. but you may not know it.. relentless discomfort might demand revolution but it’s not external.. it’s an inner collapse against everyone that built you.. get ready for the ride

As you “wake up” “come on line” your Antena will unclog.. the signals will be clearer .. after the unearthing of memories .. of your physical defense system .. & a refueling of love the message will be clearer..

Power.. do you have it? Why don’t you? Where did it go.. how do you get it back? Trauma means you’ve been shanghiad ..

Ode to the eternal love of the universe .. to those wandering in the dark .. to those held hostage underground .. to all of us on the journey home .. thank you to the great great ayahuasca 🦋🦋🦋

There are lots of dead ends on this pilgrimage ... you’re going to give up hope .. get frustrated .. think it’s over when you’re still at the bottom & nowhere near the end.. do it all & keep going.. it may look pitch black .. but it’s only because you don’t want to look around it ... keep piercing the dark.. each wall is only the beginning of you ..

Darkness is real.. it’s not “just over there” it’s also “right here” - don’t walk away from it - don’t smother it ... walk through it .. know it.. face it.. it’s main ingredient suffering - hurt.. if you don’t accept it .. it will own you .. love it & heal it.. & get on the highway

Don’t run.. stay home .. don’t yearn... stay home .. sit in the shitshow .. you’re a divine warrior ..nothing can pull up your roots .. so stay home .. face it .. don’t find an excuse to run .. don’t run.. just feel.. watch .. experience .. relive .. & yes .. one day it will be all over & you will fly🌼🌼

Endless opening until you disappear.. & then even more opening when you reappear as all of it..