You arrive to an energetic cauldron that’s full on.. you can’t “escape” it...you will be cooked in it.. to know you’re even in it is the first step.. the next is more delicate .. the full on extrication ..

The aya is a tractor for your manicured ego... no matter how perfect your lawn she will dig it up until everything’s unearthed .. & no .. no more manicured ego but yes .. the dead bodies can now be removed & yes .. you get to live above ground YAY

In trauma you have a teeming shadow.. it has a grip on you that’s more powerful than the magnetism at a black hole .. to break through it will require a delicate extrication .. it’s a singular voyage into the dark .

The tunnels of the shadow is like a haunted house .. what you’ll find there you won’t know.. but it’s all the damage you refuse to admit.. what you’ll find & experience is bigger than what you can ever imagine ..

Your energy is your grail .. your everything .. if anyone interferes .. injures that divine powerhouse early on your fucked.. you’re imprisoned .. you’re left out of the playground of life.. to heal that injury is complicated.. especially if it’s your parents that injured you

If you’ve been traumatized you become a host for evil .. a petridish that replicates the energetic wounding.. it can seep into your whole field & take possession.. it’s the stuff of Harry Potter & fantasy narratives .. but it’s ALL real..

Fears, concerns about the ayahuasca & actually doing “the medecine” & yes it’s a “medecine” not a party drug ..

You’re playing in a much bigger stadium of consciousness .. the trick is the delusion of “this” - this reality - energetic forces are like ether .. you can’t feel it inside your tiny relative cubby hole .. the aya pierces the veil by tearing down the defense mechanism you’ve built

Yep.. it’s crazy... every moment lives on within you & yes you can access all of it ..that’s what the aya does.. return you to the blockage real time & heal..

It’s not what happened .. it’s what you refused to feel.. that’s how you are stolen .. you are made”wrong” so that you authorize their abuse .. & with that refusal of your feelings you self hate .. it’s a downward descent until the breaker switch of your life is turned “OFF”