You can’t “half heal” .. like being “half pregnant” to cut off the head .. you need to cut down the whole weed.. in a crime there are accomplices .. you can’t pretend the others innocence if they were involved - healing requires a complete power wash .. therein the rub

Of course you will win.. of course there will be victory .. but you have to commit - commit to the cause of YOU.. make that your first mission.. your first crusade.. once you’ve freed yourself then your light gives others the power to be healed .. you will always be victorious because you are the infinite divinity .. just commit to coming home

You’re either pregnant or not - trauma is a simple equation that you can’t see if you’re in it - Here I distill it into a simple equation of energetic compartments that are severed .. & how to restitch & become whole - you don’t need to have done anything - just to see the clarity of what happens

The aya is the navy seals of the healing army - you want nothing less on this mission- the aya has the smarts & the skill to take you into the lair of evil where trauma happens .. if you’ve been trapped by evil .. & trauma to a child is evil .. her stealth, precision & love is without measure - she will not stop until you are out - debriefed & home

I get it .. I’m radiant light .. you’re radiant light .. we’re all it .. but how can I know it if I’m cowering under the threat of extinction.. like in “every moment” if every moment is a threat?? Trim the carbuncles .. dive into the sewer.. & pull out the roots .. yep .. all in a lifetime & clear up your divine real estate ..

You’ll complain & be uncomfortable the whole way.. you want to go home but return means revelation.. of everything you have hidden .. you will have to see the truth.. tell the truth .. accept it .. & yes dump it.. freedom is you before you ejected..

Yes it happened... it was a monumental healing from Peru .. across continents.. no time or space when healing happens .. you can heal in the time that the trauma happened...

The scene was happening before you arrived - the characters playing their role for a long time .. the cauldron on high heat .. & then you showed up.. the rest is cooking time .. until the universe showed up..

Life isn’t a hammer blow .. it’s a series of intricate tributaries .. subtle connections .. it doesn’t get healed with a 5 step plan.. it moves at its own speed/direction.. so don’t get fooled by “the plan” - there is no “one way” - it’ll be your healing.. your journey .. the roads will split & split again until everything is revealed

What do you compare yourself to .. the guy with the Porsche or the institution that judges your very existence? Is the turbulence inside throwing you into the turbulence outside .? Where’s the refuge .. trauma requires refuge & healing ..YOU need to become the refuge & healer