Addiction - serial killers - penthouse lives - trauma creates many different outcomes - compensations - the homeless person or the high flying executive might both be affected by trauma - they both had different outcomes - the trauma remains - no penthouse can fill the emptiness.. it needs to be vanquished entirely

Yes .. your here in this dimension but your trauma & captor sits in another .. there’s no train to it ..no plane .. you get there through the plants .. that there is affecting this here ..& then beyond other dimensions .. affecting this one .. no it’s not gobbledegook - it’s more real than this .. you want healing go “there”

The story is bigger than you - you were swept up in it.... like a fishing net ..but once you’re in you don’t know it.. to see it you must become the drone ..perspective distance dissolving ..for trauma to disappear you must walk off the stage..

Your shadow lives in another dimension but your existing in this one.. you are the outcome of your trauma & not.. it seems real but is it you? There are battlefields & narratives happening on other planes ..& you are an outcome of them too... wtf is all of this? You’ll find out & still make no sense...

The universe will push off one cliff ... & once you’ve been pushed down the river prepare you to jump off the Niagara Falls .. will you cling to the branch as the momentum of the river forces you to jump? Everything has to be released oh but EVERYTHING ..

How this works... no one knows .. Does the universe get built in a day ... naahhh? Is there time ? WTF is all of this .. clueless ... but it works & it’s all working through u.. you only get to see after it’s happened .. surrender to it .. seriously you never had a choice anyway

Dare to dig up your shadow .. the truth & the dragon keeping your innocence will be confronted.. it’s breath terror .. it’s demeanor your death... you will grace it .. & you will surface .. but it has background radiation that like a gif will show up .. keep marching forward & practice the return to life

You don’t get a refund if you go down the rabbit hole.. there’s no getting off the rocket once it’s ignited .. if you get scared .. because you’ve never been here before if you’ve been traumatized - just keep surrendering - you’re blowing down walls .. you’ve never been here before & freedom looks like nothing you’ve ever known ..

There are many pit stops to this recovery of self .. many demand your courage .. the reboot of you .. at each stop you will be forced to surface .. to spread the truth .. telling your family is like coming out .. will they accept your truth or not? It doesn’t matter .. your truth always comes first .

Honesty is the new technology - that’s all trauma is - wounding injury & then burying all the hurt in a storage box called “the shadow” - you’re living in the periphery of your Versailles .. in the forest asking where home is - Go do some honesty .. it’s a great light in the darkness on your way home