If someone puts an AK47 to your head & says wear the devils outfit or else.. whaddya going to do..? Yep.. you’re gonna look weird but you’re not keeping your clown outfit on.. The threat of violence will change everything ... you’ll accept it all.. until you can’t ...

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How much are u willing to see... ? All of it.. the scramble of wires in your shadow room are a pain.. thousands keep you programmed to refuse you .. go unscramble .. & grow.. the aya is a powerful navigator ..

Imagine your little munchkin.. your little vulnerable child...& then move your whole life.. your destination .. oh but everything towards them...

If you need to rehearse “your lines” to exist.. to show up.. to be seen.. then no.. you can’t be “here” effortlessly .. unabashedly you...the path is the release of “the show” & the arrival of you.. in all its truth .. no script no lines no struggle.. no show for Houdini...

You gotta keep badgering your ego... yes it will find you the most annoying person evaaa but eventually it will let up its little strategies..

It’s not just the trauma that stampeded you.. it’s the whole hot house of beliefs... & by extension institutions ...to release yourself from bondage is an all or nothing affair ..

Yep.. very thing will seem wrong in this path.. every step of the way you will meet obstacles that push you away.. guilt shame .. all the perfectly “wrong” emotions - the dungeon keepers will refuse you.. keep knockin’ ‘em down.. the light shines brightly behind them

Once the trip into hell is over .. the truth seen.. the apocalypse dismantled .. there’s an arriving.. once an orphan of yourself .. the breaker switch can now be turned on .. but who are you now? You’ve never known yourself here.. so begins a new odyssey .. hold into your hollyhocks !

Yes... you can own all of you.. all the pieces put together.. exit the Houdini jacket .. crazy miraculous ...this incredible medecine of ayahuasca... hallelujah .. time to go home 🥳💝🥳💝

I wish I could help.. but all I can do is share my experience & offer you a few brick walls I smashed into.... hopefully these will help if you’re on “the path” NOT:) more like the side road into another dimension... bon voyage