Power goes hand in hands with fear - all fear no power - you’re a boat without an engine in a raging sea .. at the mercy of everything - to reclaim your trauma is to reclaim your power - fear eviscerates it..the aya returns it

Fear - it paralyzes - it’s a power to be reckoned with - a stealth bomber - a prisoner - how does your child overcome it? How do you understand it & leave - all possible in the aya world

You can’t avoid anything because all of you must be healed … how long how deep .. you won’t know if you’ve been blinded - the medecine if ata will extricate cleanse & put you in the car wash of her love

Trauma steals your spirit - your nature - you can’t deny it - but you have - in the healing with nature you are healing your spirit - the spirit of the plant heals your hijacked spirit - frozen by the dark

If there’s trauma - you’re a vault - in that vault lies the truth - the memory - everything oh but EVERYTHING is a defense system built to REFUSE that place that is too terrifying to open up - there’s only one journey into the depths - the dragon must surface

& then you face the first overwhelming wound - it will be the hardest moment of your life - & it will be in an altered state but it will be more difficult than this reality - you’re a rat in a lab being taken apart & you will know it ..keep sitting .. keep seeing & face the dragon - in its lair all wounds are healed

Nature is everywhere - we can’t see it’s magic it’s healing power it’s everything - unless we journey into it - it’s there where the ultimate healing can happen

Yes.. there’s only one place to look to heal inside - inside the vault of you - your a light body .. the aya aligns you & throws out the distorted energy .. it might be a few years but just be grateful she moved in

Your trauma if tricked is subtle sophisticated & sick., something is holding on because the subtlety of the trick is believed by the child - you are the heroine of your trauma & the victim - now you must leave

Meditation is awareness - the platform of awareness - rooting - with that tool you can sit through anything - see anything - you are the seeing - Niobe but the seeing - with that tool you can be completely dismantled & the poison or the dark exposed & expelled