You disappeared with the trauma.. that’s where your nuclear power is hiding.. you just got to go in..scared?? Absolutely .. going in Totally

The aya repairs you from top to toe … it replaces the broken parts - all navigational tools like a compass fixed - if you’re willing to sit in her emergency room she will put you back together like jump tu dumpty

Expose & expel is the raison d’etre of trauma - to dissolve it - you must see it - how are you going to see it if you’ve severed? By bringing in an ally … Aya is a great one

Your trauma has a root -an understanding -a character ..you need to u detest and all of it so you can separate the socks from the tshirt in the spin dry cycle - only then can true release happen

Don’t underestimate what you’re going into. It gets harder the closer u get to the origin of your wound - more entities will frighten you but you must persevere - it will frustrate you, frighten you challenge you .. but the diamond is not easily won - & that diamond is your soul - your exiled soul

Trauma is energetic imprinting that sinks deep into your system & holds you hostage - it’s energy - it’s dark - the medecine cleanses - locates the imprinting exposes and exodus’s its relentlessly - then reconnects you with the seed that got wiped out so it can blossom

If you ask for help it will show up & it will heal you .. but there’s no going back to who you were.. & you will have to face being the you you never knew wrapped in armor & that’s a whole other journey

Yes.. if there’s severe trauma you have to risk all of you to get ALL of you back - you will have to break with convention & challenge the collective - it’s just the nature of true conviction & will to heal - your oath is your reward !!

It’s your little munchkin you’re rescuing - your little trembling scared innocent little toddler .. child - it’s him/ her you need to connect with .. to do that you must overhaul the invaders

When you embark on healing you will know very little but you think you know a LOT..that LOT is your defense mechanism .. great for trauma but useless in awakening to trauma .. you will realize you really knew nothing