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Hi everybody, I'm super happy to introduce my friend Efrat.

We had this conversation back on September 11th, which was a very meaningful day for me. It marked a year since my mom's passing. For those who may not know, I had a studio at the World Trade Center back in 2001 and was saved that day—because of a pack of cigarettes. On that anniversary, Efrat and I connected and had this incredible conversation, which I’ve been listening to and preparing to share with you today.

Before diving into the conversation, I want to touch on Evolutionary Astrology. Mars went retrograde on the sixth, and Neptune stationed direct on the seventh. Neptune, now at the final degrees of Pisces, where it has been since 2011, represents illusion, fantasy, and the unveiling of true reality as it concludes its cycle in this sign. With Saturn also approaching, Neptune going direct is particularly significant. By spring 2025, Neptune will enter Aries, marking a rare and transformative shift that only happens every 323 years. This event signifies a greater clarity in perception, deeply tied to our instincts, intuition, and emotional body. (I’ll explore this further in future drops.)

In my conversation with Efrat, we delved into her journey—growing up in Israel, serving in the army, and sharing her powerful message. She’s a fellow Bitcoiner and has become a close friend. I deeply admire her perspective on freedom and her efforts to educate others about Bitcoin adoption, showing how it can help humanity move toward a new beginning. While we may not know exactly where we’re heading, there’s a sense of renewal, and Evolutionary Astrology supports this vision. Neptune and Saturn will briefly enter Aries next year before going retrograde, fully transitioning in February 2026, marking the dawn of a new cycle.

Efrat has so much to share, and I hope you enjoy our conversation. I’ve made it available to all my subscribers. Wishing you a great week and, for those celebrating, happy holidays! While I don’t personally celebrate, I wholeheartedly wish you all the best. Take care, and see you next week!

Timeline:

1. Life-Changing Moments

00:00:40 - 00:18:59: Efrat reflects on pivotal life events, like Monika’s narrow escape from the World Trade Center and her own transformative experiences. Monika shares, "It could have been the end of my life, but it was the beginning of something entirely new."

2. Growing Up in Israel

00:19:00 - 00:24:27: Efrat discusses her upbringing in Israel, noting cultural resilience amidst conflict. "Israelis grow up believing they are always under existential threat." Monika relates this to her childhood in Colombia: "You can’t thrive creatively in a state of fear—it’s something I had to learn to regulate while growing up in violent environments."

3. The Complexities of Service

00:36:45 - 00:47:03: Efrat recounts her mandatory military service and its emotional toll. "I knew if there was a threat of an attack, and I didn’t want to know anymore." Monika adds, "The state’s design to recruit at 18 ensures you’re molded to serve before you fully understand your choices."

4. Unpacking Fear-Based Narratives

00:33:15 - 00:39:11: Efrat highlights how fear and victimhood are perpetuated in Israeli society. "This constant state of fear keeps the collective in a cycle of crisis and reaction." Monika responds, "When you strip away the veil of fear, you find a soul that hasn’t learned to connect differently because it’s been taught to retaliate and distrust."

5. Language & Deconditioning

00:43:12 - 00:45:02: Monika explores the role of language in programming societal beliefs. "Language is at the root of our conditioning. Once I started uncovering its role, it was like pulling a thread unraveling centuries of programming."

6. Bitcoin as Liberation

01:22:10 - 01:24:26: Efrat and Monika discuss Bitcoin’s potential to transform humanity. Efrat says, "Bitcoin is an amazing support mechanism to take humanity into a new reality... liberty and freedom can be embraced in a much more meaningful way."

7. Reclaiming Freedom and Creativity

01:31:50 - 01:33:04: Monika reflects on Bitcoin as a tool for individual sovereignty. "If you don’t take care of your needs and know what you value, you don’t have a creative life. Bitcoin meets you where you’re at."

8. The Battle for Sovereignty

01:33:40 - 01:35:06: Monika emphasizes the urgency of aligning with one’s sense of service. "Between here and June 2025, we’re going to see so many changes that realign us to our sense of service."

9. A New Chapter for Humanity

01:37:47 - 01:39:57: Efrat closes with hope for humanity’s evolution: "I will never put a land over human life or my values. Bitcoin is the perfect tool to support this transformation."

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I am excited to share that my book, The Nature of My Reality, explores the profound synthesis of emotional and logical ways of thinking that has shaped my life. As a deeply emotional being, I have spent years seeking mentors and practices to support and understand my emotional body. Through shadow work, evolutionary astrology, Human Design, trauma work, and somatic practices, to name a few, I’ve gained invaluable insights into the emotional streams that guide my decisions and experiences.

Yet, there was a missing piece in my life—a logical perspective that could ground my emotional depth and support my understanding of the practical aspects of value, decision-making, and human action.

This understanding began to take form when I encountered Austrian economics and #Bitcoin While The Bitcoin Standard by Saifedean Ammous was a pivotal read, it was the deeper dive into Austrian principles during Saifedean’s Principles of Economics seminar—and mainly two axioms: the subjectivity of value and the importance of low time preference—that gave me a life-changing perspective.

It became clear to me that I had unknowingly adopted a high time preference mindset, prioritizing immediate gratification without considering long-term consequences. This realization was transformative, as it helped me embrace a more grounded, logical framework for decision-making.

As Saifedean explains: “The lowering of time preference is what drives individuals to accumulate cash balances and to invest. The lower the time preference, the less they consume, and the more resources they will have to save and to invest.”

Through this lens, I also came to understand that value is not inherent—it is subjective. Each individual assigns value based on their unique preferences, needs, and circumstances.

As Carl Menger stated: “Value is thus nothing inherent in goods, no property of them, nor an independent thing existing by itself. It is a judgment economizing men make about the importance of the goods at their disposal for the maintenance of their lives and well-being.”

These principles helped me realize that the financial challenges I once faced were rooted in ignoring—or not being aware of—how to make wise, value-driven decisions, coupled with a clear disconnection from my essential needs and a lack of engagement in a logical mindset of saving. By integrating the emotional awareness I had cultivated with this newfound logical discipline (praxeology), I discovered an equilibrium approach to life—a synthesis that I share in The Nature of My Reality.

Another key factor in this transformation has been accountability, responsibility, and the courage to integrate new perspectives—especially in the later years of my 50s.

This process has taught me that understanding what value is, both emotionally and economically, is a cornerstone of creating a meaningful life. By knowing what my needs are, giving value to them, lowering my time preference, and aligning my actions with long-term goals, I’ve found a path to true empowerment and liberation.

Part of my path now is to create a bridge between these two streams and serve as an alignment and inspirational tool through my writings, art cr…

Hello, my fellow Earthlings! I hope you're all doing well and that the new moon in Sagittarius gave you space to reflect on where you want to go, how you want to grow, and how your perspective might evolve. This week is looking pretty incredible! We have Mars going retrograde and a powerful conjunction of Venus, Pluto, and Ceres. It's an intense period where our destinies will begin reshaping, depending on how well we strategize.

Today, I'll be sharing more in-depth insights behind the paywall, including the importance of upcoming retrogrades (Mars and Venus, along with their upcoming oppositions) and how they can serve as mirrors for guidance.

Since July and throughout the fall, I’ve noticed a significant timeline shift—a wave of positivity. Many people I’ve met are stepping up to take control of their destinies. Whether they’re learning new skills, asking bigger questions, or making bold decisions, there’s a clear momentum toward transformation. I’ve observed this firsthand in the study groups and readings I’ve been offering, as people become more invested in figuring out their next steps.

That said, no one has all the answers—not even me. What I aim to offer is a platform for inquiry and self-reflection, acting as a mirror through tools like human design and Evolutionary Astrology.

Recently, I’ve resumed offering Bitcoin and financial education for beginners. While many of us understand art, psychology, or philosophy, we often ignore monetary literacy. I’ve been helping people build a foundation in this area, and it’s been deeply rewarding.

Looking ahead, I’m thrilled about my plans for the next few months. They focus on education, sharing, and accountability, and I’m optimistic about the positive changes on the horizon. Ultimately, it’s about confronting challenges as a pathway to evolve.

Below, you’ll find my notes on the retrograde season, including past patterns and insights. While we can’t predict the future, viewing time through different lenses—astrology, history, and timelines—helps us better understand where we are now.

Enjoy!

Retracing steps to move forward

Mars retrograde is a profound time in Evolutionary Astrology, inviting us to slow down, reflect, and reassess our motivations, desires, and actions. The retrograde shadow period began October 18, 2024, when Mars first crossed 17° Cancer 01', initiating themes that will deepen during the retrograde.

This journey from fire to water, from the bold self-expression of Leo to the nurturing emotional depths of Cancer, symbolizes a shift in focus—one that asks whether the pursuit of validation and creative individuality is balanced with the need for emotional safety and inner grounding.

The years… when I pursued the inner images, were the most important time of my life. Everything else is to be derived from this. It began at that time, and the later details hardly matter anymore. My entire life consisted in elaborating what had burst forth from the unconscious and flooded me like an enigmatic stream and threatened to break me. That was the stuff and material for more than only one life. Everything later was merely the outer classification, scientific elaboration, and the integration into life. But the numinous beginning, which contained everything, was then.

~ Jung spoke about the Red Book and the process which yielded it, 1957

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* Later this week, I’ll be sharing a conversation I had with Efrat Fenigson on September 11th. Efrat, a fellow Bitcoiner and the host of the You Are the Voice podcast, has become a dear friend. I’m thrilled to share her story with all my subscribers.

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Truth in Perspective:

One of the most important aspects of questioning our beliefs is the opportunity it gives us to grow. By stepping into new perspectives—whether by physically moving, emotionally empathizing, or intellectually exploring ideas that challenge us—we can break free from inherited narratives and create something truly our own.

This New Moon in Sagittarius (December 1st) invites us to reflect on how belief systems, rituals, and traditions shape our lives. Are they serving us, or are they holding us back? If you've ever felt the pull to embrace change and redefine your truth, this moment might resonate deeply with you. This New Moon marks a turning point in how we relate to the structures around us—whether it's about self-image, relationships, or even the daily habits that shape our reality.

Mythos and crisis

A mythos is a story you tell yourself about the world that shapes the relationship you have with it – that dictates how you make sense of things and what projects you find meaningful. But a mythos is not a myth, as we’ve come to understand it; a mythos is a worldview. Consider these: the world and its resources belong to man, or the world and its resources belong to all living things. You can see how the mythos the modern Western world occupies is the first (but many cultures have and do occupy the second). A mythos, then, is not a set of false beliefs, but rather a cosmic perspective that deeply shapes how we connect to the world and ourselves.

The first step in creating a meaning crisis is to disrupt the mythos of a culture, to make it untenable or unlivable.

~John Verveake, Awakening of the Meaning Crisis SERIES

…Let's think about a life that is static—a life shaped entirely by what is already known. Imagine being born in one city, growing up there, marrying your neighbor, staying close to home, and rarely venturing far. Your world is shaped by the people and ideologies that surround you, whether it's the moral frameworks of your family, the church you attend, or the community you've known forever. There's security in that. Comfort, even. But it also creates a box—a container where perspectives stagnate…

Below the paywall, we dive deeper into how comfort zones can limit our growth, exploring how static perspectives create invisible boundaries in our lives. Plus, get detailed insights for your specific house placement of this potent New Moon in Sagittarius, as it forms a dynamic T-square with Jupiter retrograde in Gemini (opposition) and Saturn in Pisces (square). Learn how these challenging aspects are creating necessary tension for growth across all 12 houses.

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The Stories We’re Telling Ourselves

Mercury is currently stationed retrograde at 22 degrees Sagittarius, directly opposite my Venus. This alignment feels deeply personal because Venus governs our values, what we cherish, and how we value our needs. Mercury, meanwhile, is the planet of communication, so this opposition asks: Am I truly expressing what I value? This isn’t just a surface-level question. It’s about the core of who I am and what I am building, both in my mind and my life.

This retrograde carries a unique flavor, as Mercury is in Sagittarius—a sign ruled by Jupiter, which is currently retrograde in Gemini. The two planets are in mutual reception, influencing one another in a dialogue. Jupiter in Gemini is curious, darting between ideas, and Mercury in Sagittarius is asking for the meaning behind them. What’s emerging now is a push-and-pull between exploration and clarity. It’s not enough to think—you have to feel the truth of your story.

Looking Back: August’s Seeds

To understand what’s coming up now, think back to August 4–27, the last Mercury retrograde. Mercury started in Virgo, moved backward into Leo, and brought up themes of discernment and creative authenticity. Virgo asked us to refine our plans, while Leo pushed us to shine as our truest selves.

Around August 13, Mars and Jupiter met in Gemini. Ideas were flying, the energy was electric, and everything felt like a possibility. But it wasn’t yet time for those ideas to take full form—they were sparks, waiting for clarity. Mercury in Virgo asked us to strip away what wasn’t essential and focus on whether we were building from purpose or chaos.

The Present: Integrating Emotional Truth

Mars entered Cancer, then Leo, while Jupiter went retrograde. Both will go direct in early 2025—in February and March—just before the next Mercury retrograde in Aries. How am I going to express my individuality fully with purpose?

The timelines have shifted, and the acceleration is evident. This is the time to learn new skills, including new language systems. You want to be among those who understand what is unfolding and, even more importantly, those who are shaping the future. This is not the moment to sit back and relax.

Now, as Mercury retrogrades in Sagittarius, it picks up the threads from August. What were you working on then? What ideas lit you up? This retrograde isn’t just about revisiting those ideas—it’s about integrating them emotionally.

Sagittarius doesn’t just seek knowledge; it craves wisdom—the kind of understanding that comes from living your truth, not just talking about it. This is where Mercury opposing my Venus hits close to home. For me, it’s not just about the ideas themselves but about how they connect to my values, my relationships, and my sense of purpose.

This week, ask yourself: Are you aligned with the story you’re telling? Or are you still holding onto ideas that don’t resonate with your emotional truth? Jupiter is ready to expand what matters, but only if you’re clear on what that is.

The Future: Courage and Authenticity

This retrograde isn’t just about wrapping up 2024; it’s setting the stage for what’s coming next year. With the nodes shifting and Pluto settling into Aquarius, the energy of 2024 will demand authenticity. Mercury retrograde in Sagittarius is your chance to prepare for that shift by refining your truth. Sagittarius isn’t about following the crowd. It’s about standing in your own wisdom, even when that feels uncomfortable.

Courage is the word here—courage to show up as yourself, to honor your values, and to speak your truth, even if it doesn’t fit someone else’s narrative. This retrograde is a moment to reflect, recalibrate, and make sure your path feels aligned with your inner compass.

Slowing Down for the Big Picture

One key theme right now is the push to slow down and reflect before making bold moves. Mars is about to turn retrograde in early December, which means we’re being asked to reconsider how we direct our energy. Rushing ahead without clarity will only create frustration.

Venus in Capricorn offers a grounding influence, asking us to assess what we truly value and build structures around those things. Saturn in Pisces adds another layer, dissolving what no longer serves us while challenging us to anchor our dreams in emotional accountability.

A Week of Tension and Transformation

This week feels like walking through shifting sands, where the ground beneath your feet refuses to stay still. There’s a pull between old wounds and new possibilities as if the past and future are locked in a quiet negotiation. The energy is rich with tension, not to trap you, but to wake you up to the areas where clarity is still missing.

Emotions feel both heavy and precise, like a fine scalpel cutting through fog. The need for structure and accountability clashes with the messier parts of being human. Old wounds around worth, love, and purpose bubble to the surface—not to haunt you, but to show you where your armor cracks and light pours through. At the same time, flashes of inspiration appear like lightning, unpredictable but electrifying, reminding you that breakthroughs often come from the strangest places.

And then, there’s the haziness. A dreamy fog rolls in, blending your intuition with your doubts. You’re pulled between what feels true and what feels impossible, caught in the in-between where questions linger longer than answers. But don’t rush. The wisdom here isn’t in the solution—it’s in sitting with the questions and letting them reshape you.

A Final Reflection

This week isn’t about rushing ahead. It’s about taking a step back, pausing amid movement, and making space for reflection and integration. Mercury’s retrograde holds the keys to aligning curiosity with purpose, grounding expansive ideas, and creating the foundation for what’s next. Let the retrograde work its quiet magic.

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Hello, everyone!

I want to take a moment to share some exciting changes and updates about my journey and this space here on Substack. After spending a beautiful time in El Salvador, I’ve returned feeling inspired and ready to step into the next chapter. I’m preparing for the powerful shift of Pluto entering Aquarius in less than 24 hours. This is a big energetic moment, and while Pluto won’t reach my ascendant until January 2028, it’s already starting to square my Jupiter, and it will square my Sun, Mercury, Moon, Neptune, IC, and MC over the next decade. That means significant cardinal transformation is on the horizon—and I’m fully ready to embrace it.

This shift is inspiring me to show up in completely new ways. If you feel aligned with my vision and want to continue along this path with me, I’d love for you to join me. If not, I deeply appreciate the support you’ve given me so far. I’m stepping into this next phase with gratitude and a fearless commitment to growth.

What’s Changing

It’s been three years since I started writing here. What began as an exercise in weekly discipline has evolved into something much deeper—a tool for honing my voice, sharing insights, and even writing my book. Over that time, I’ve missed only three weeks, and that consistency has taught me so much about showing up with intention.

Now, I’m ready to take this platform to the next level. I want to offer richer, more meaningful content while shifting the focus from me “spilling the beans” to creating something that’s deeply valuable for you as readers.

Here’s what you can expect moving forward:

• Astrology + Human Design: I’m going to dive in with my insights about how I see astrological movements shaped by my personal perspective and observations.

• Reflections on Learning: I’ll share what is motivating me—what I’m reading, what I’m learning, and why I find it fascinating. I’ll explore how I’m able to embrace a variety of subjects and synthesize them into the larger context of the Substack. These reflections align with the key aspects of Pluto in Aquarius and the changes that lie ahead. I want to show up as a based individual and a polymath who approaches life empirically and is ready to share deeply.

• Money, Value Systems, and Economic History: I’ll dive deeply into topics like the history of money, value systems, the Federal Reserve, and the underlying corruption of the financial systems we continue to support. My goal is to bring insights that might help you realize the rigged nature of the system, even if you don’t choose to embrace Bitcoin yet. I’ll also share reflections on books and education that have profoundly defined my understanding over the past four years, some of which are explored in my book (I will be diving deeper here).

• Conversations with Guests: I’ll invite guests to join me for meaningful conversations, which I’ll share with subscribers. These dialogues will bring fresh perspectives and ideas, adding richnes to the content.

• Evolving Community: I’m not trying to “create” a community, but rather allow one to evolve organically. This means inviting you to engage—whether by sending me questions or leaving a comment—but only if it feels authentic to you. This space isn’t about forcing interaction; it’s about letting connections emerge naturally.

• Exclusive Content: Each week, I’ll share a small gift—like a paragraph or brief insight—for free readers. However, the most valuable and in-depth content will be behind a paywall.

Subscription Model Update

The subscription model will be announced in next week’s Substack post. I want to ensure the system feels fair and correct for both you and me. My goal is to establish a value-4-value model with a sliding scale to account for different currencies and economic contexts. Stay tuned for details on how this will roll out.

In the meantime, payments will be handled through zaprite, which allows for multiple payment methods. There will be a small % for credit card payments, as I want to encourage moving away from the traditional banking system, which I see as fundamentally corrupt.

If you’ve supported me by buying my book, attending a reading, or joining a study group, I’d like to honor that by upgrading your subscription for six months at no cost as of December 1st, 2024. If I miss you, please send me a note, and I’ll make sure you’re included.

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Don’t forget—my book is still on sale until November 30th! Grab a copy for yourself or as a gift for someone you think will enjoy it. Supporting my book now will also grant you six months of free subscription as a thank-you.

What’s Coming

I have so many ideas I can’t wait to share! Here’s a glimpse:

• Study Groups: I’m planning 8 sessions on the Chiron - Promethean myth, inspired by my talk in El Salvador.

• Book Club anyone? A space to dive into the material I’ve written and the works that inspire me.

• + Content: evolutionary astrology, human design insights, reflections on value systems, discussions on breaking away from corrupt systems, and transformative conversations with guests.

I believe that this energy exchange—where I focus on creating high-quality, transformative content and you support it in a way that feels aligned—is the best way to move forward. I would be thrilled to have you if you’d like to be part of this evolving space. And if you decide this isn’t for you, I respect that and thank you for the time we’ve shared.

Ask Me Anything (AMA)

I’m also introducing an Ask Me Anything (AMA) section to encourage curiosity and open dialogue. Here’s how it works:

1. Leave a Comment

Drop your question in the comments section of any post, and I’ll reply as soon as possible. This is my preferred way to engage, as it allows others to learn from your questions while I share insights about your chart or a related topic without compromising your privacy.

2. Send a DM

If you prefer to reach out privately, you can send me a direct message with your date of birth. This is not a full reading or something with follow-ups—it’s just a quick answer to a single question. Again, I prefer open questions so that we can let the space evolve organically and everyone can benefit from the shared knowledge. I will share the question and the answer in the chat.

This AMA is about creating opportunities for exploration and insight. Your questions and comments will help shape the organic evolution of this space. I look forward to hearing from you.

With gratitude,

-Monika

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0:00:09 - 0:04:06"Moon approach Pluto... we’re going to see passionate engagement about things we’re leaving behind, expectations we had regarding institutions." "People are projecting a lot of trauma response... we're at the end of a very big cycle, probably the biggest cycle we'll live in our lifetime." "Mars in Leo wants to be seen..."

0:04:06 - 0:09:58 Controversial Topics, Degeneration, Dialogue, and Tolerance"I’m not trying to convince... just seeing if we can do a bit of self-inquiry... tolerance depends on the time and space we give to ourselves and others."

0:09:58 - 0:14:00 Current Anger and Foggy Truth"A lot of people are upset... everyone was afraid last week, now this week, everyone’s angry... truth is inside of you."

0:14:00 - 0:17:53 Creativity and Individuality"There’s this need to create, no matter what... validation should come from your own satisfaction, not an ….""If you have your feet on the ground and know your structure... you can improvise. Improvisation is good with …"

0:17:53 - End Personal Work and Book Promotion"My book is still available... self-published... would be great to have your support."

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THE NATURE OF MY REALITY: EVERYTHING I NEED IS IN MY BODY

WRITTEN + ILLUSTRATED BY MONIKA BRAVO - CO-PRODUCED + EDITED BY MARI BUDLONG​ 

This book traces my journey from disempowerment to self-awareness through the lenses of Human Design and Evolutionary Astrology—a language of numbers, harmonics, and planetary cycles interpreted through myth.

While it is not a study of these languages, readers can certainly learn from their unique perspectives on their own individuation journey of liberation from generational and personal trauma. Within these frameworks, I also explore the historical roots of economic systems, the origins of banking, and their connections to political and ecclesiastical authority.

Written in a non-linear, deeply personal, and self-reflective style, the book invites readers to create space for their reflection. The illustrations are playful, adding a unique visual element to the text.

My philosophy integrates Eastern, ancestral, and cosmological traditions with psychological inquiry, praxeology, and Austrian economics, emphasizing liberty, value, resources, and self-worth in the pursuit of individual and societal service.

This project was partially funded by the Miami Individual Artists Program.

Let’s talk about singularity. Everything we perceive is based on our understanding of the world, processed through our cognitive mind. Our instincts, intuition, emotional body, and gut feelings combine various signals, which are then processed by both the left and right sides of the brain—one more logical, the other more abstract. This process bridges ontological and empirical perceptions, helping us make sense of what’s happening. It’s a heavy week. There’s not much more to say, but if you take the time to reconnect with your sense of self—your inner knowing of who you are—return to your energy vortex and ensure that this week, especially today, is wholesome. Have a great week.

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* "This is a very special new moon for me, for the world."(00:00:00 - 00:00:45)I discuss the importance of the New Moon in Scorpio, symbolizing the end of a significant cycle as Pluto moves from Capricorn to Aquarius. This transition represents…

* "New York gave me my spiritual life, and it gave me also my creative life."(00:01:45 - 00:03:00)Reflecting on a recent trip to New York, I describe feeling a sense of change in the city’s energy. While the city shaped my journey in many ways, my current life has…

* "So today I’m embracing the opportunity for renewal and expansion."(00:04:00 - 00:06:00)The alignment calls for setting intentions in line with the powerful, transformative nature of…

* "You invite your fear for tea and say, 'Hey, little fear, do you want to have a conversation?'"(00:08:30 - 00:10:00)Drawing on Thich Nhat Hanh’s teachings, I share how the new moon encourages us to confront fear with courage. This moment underscores the importance of setting intentions…

* "Kindness gave me back self-love. It’s beautiful."(00:21:08 - 00:22:58)Small gestures like smiling at strangers have…

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I am over the moon and extremely grateful.

AI-Generated Summary:

* Book Challenges and Completion (00:01:25 - 00:04:43): I just finished sending the final draft of my book to the printer, despite setbacks like a corrupted file that wiped out 10 days of work. After some technical troubleshooting, I finally got it done and sent it off, which feels like a big accomplishment.

* Reflection on Emotions and Completion (00:05:02 - 00:07:04): I often feel a sense of mourning or gloom after finishing big projects. This happened after completing the book, and it’s something I’ve experienced with other large creative endeavors. It’s like a form of post-project depression.

* Astrological Insights (00:09:03 - 00:12:14): Chiron is currently transiting Gate 42 in my chart, and I finished my book right as this transit was happening, symbolizing both initiation and closure. I also had a profound conversation with astrologer Mark Jones about intimacy and personal growth.

* World Events and Reflection (00:15:03 - 00:16:30): I’ve been deeply questioning the state of the world, especially with ongoing conflicts and divisions. It feels like people are losing their connection to humanity, focusing on differences like gender, race, and nationality instead of their shared humanity.

* Personal Rituals and Growth (00:26:07 - 00:27:50): I encourage others to create small rituals, like meditation or yoga, to stay grounded. With current astrological influences, it's a great time to reflect on emotional needs and create a plan for personal expansion and leadership.

The two things I mention incorporating are:

* Dr. Gabor Maté (00:14:28 - 00:14:43): I was inspired by a conversation between Dr. Gabor Maté and comedian Theo Von, i hereby share that conversation for others to listen to as an example of profound human connection and healing.

* Bruce Lipton's Epigenetics (00:18:08 - 00:19:00): I mention Bruce Lipton, epigenetics, and how our feelings/beliefs influence our biology and environment.

HUMAN DESIGN transits:

Yesterday’s full Moon fell on Gate 32.5 (Sun) and Gate 42.5 (Moon & Earth), creating an opportunity to integrate both continuity and growth. On one side, Gate 32.5 is all about preserving what’s valuable—holding on to what works and maintaining stability through cautious strategies. On the flip side, Gate 42.5 urges us to finish cycles and release what’s outdated to make space for new growth. This full moon likely illuminated where we need to balance holding on with letting go, pushing us to discern what should be maintained and what must be completed for true progress.

For me, Gate 42 is all about growth through completing things. I’ve learned it’s not just how I start, but how I finish that matters. When I stick with things—whether it’s a project, relationship, or personal goal—I find my true evolution happens in the process of wrapping it up. It clears space for something fresh and new to emerge.

With Mars in Gate 42, Line 2, I feel this natural flow when it comes to finishing cycles. I don’t always seek out things to complete, but when they land in my lap, I just get it done. I’m good at it without needing a lot of guidance. Sure, Mars adds some impatience (like, “Can we just get to the end already?”), but I know it’s about finishing strong.

Now, with Chiron transiting Gate 42 for me/everyone: I/we’ve got a deeper layer of healing coming in. Chiron’s asking me/us to revisit those unfinished things, heal any wounds tied to them, and close them with grace. It’s like this cosmic reminder that completing what I/we start isn’t just about moving on—it’s about finding wisdom and healing in the process. So, I’m/we are staying patient, embracing my/our flow, and letting that healing guide my/our growth.

Today, with the 17.3-62.3 channel activated by the North Node in Gate 17 (opinions) and Mars in Gate 62 (details), there’s a powerful energy driving us to analyze and communicate insights with precision. This combination pushes for thoughtful, grounded opinions (17.3) that can be translated into practical, detailed actions (62.3). It's a great time to express ideas with clarity and logic, turning observations into tangible steps forward. Mars adds a dynamic push, encouraging us to not just think but also act on our detailed insights.

Jupiter retrograde in Gate 45.5 brings a period of reflection on leadership, resources, and influence, focusing on how we distribute and share what we value for the collective. Since this transit touches my natal Venus, it directly impacts my relationships, self-worth, and material resources. I feel drawn to reassess how I manage and share my resources or how I lead in relationships. It’s a time to realign MINE values with MY actions, reconsider my role in guiding others, and prepare for future expansion by learning from past experiences.

With retrograde Saturn in Gate 63.3 (Pisces) squaring Jupiter in Gate 45.5 (Gemini), I’m feeling a deep need to reassess my doubts and trust—especially around leadership and relationships. My design Venus in 63.5 makes me naturally discerning, always questioning to seek clarity, while my design Chiron in 63.2 highlights old wounds tied to self-doubt that I’m now healing. This transit is pushing me to balance caution with trust and rethink how I share my resources and lead.

For the collective, this Saturn-Jupiter square highlights a clash between Pisces’ emotional depth and Gemini’s mental agility, calling us all to reconcile spirit with logic and integrate questioning as a path to growth, not a source of fear.

Dr. Gabor Maté | This Past Weekend w/ Theo Von #538

Trauma and Its Impact on Society - 1:01 to 5:00 Addiction and Mental Health - 5:01 to 9:00 Parenting, Childhood Trauma, and Emotional Needs - 9:01 to 16:00 The Role of Play and Education in Child Development - 16:01 to 20:00 Unprocessed Trauma and Emotional Isolation - 20:01 to 26:00 Personal Experiences with Trauma and Relationships - 26:01 to 37:00 Psychedelics and Healing Trauma - 37:01 to 43:00 Addiction Mechanisms and Dopamine - 43:01 to 51:00 Shame and Self-Perception - 51:01 to 1:06:00 Global Trauma and Gaza Situation - 1:06:01 to 1:12:00

Bruce Liptons work has been impactful, transformational, inspiring, and fully life-changing in our lives, and it felt so important to discuss for those unfamiliar with it. Not only do his discoveries release us from being victims of our genetics, but they hold deep insights for the nature of physical ascension and what true health may look like in the future once we embrace the power of Spirit.

This video was created by Team Spirit.

AI-generated summary:

Emotional Exploration and Balance (00:00:21 - 00:01:24)Focusing on Mars in Cancer and the Sun in Libra prompts introspection about relationships and the desire for emotional security. Slowing down, seeking a deeper connection with my needs, and carefully choosing how I respond to others, emphasizing self-nurturing and inner authority.

Awakening and Societal Trust, Facing Vulnerability, and Self-Worth (00:04:41 - 00:11:13)Observing a decline in trust in institutions once considered reliable—from banks to governments—Noting how Pluto’s influence in Capricorn since 2009 has sparked personal and collective questioning of societal foundations, [Conspiracy theories] I have lately confronted vulnerabilities, especially self-worth, inspired by Saturn Chiron’s transit. Through reflection and discipline, I have been studying areas like economics to build a foundation for self-trust. This journey toward self-worth is supported by Saturn, providing structure to heal and grow.

Learning and Adaptability (00:16:41 - 00:25:49)Committed to lifelong learning, I value acquiring practical skills that support personal evolution and resilience. Anticipating Pluto’s transition to Aquarius, I see learning functional skills as vital for future adaptability and believe this approach will empower a sense of preparedness.

Closing of Growth CyclesThis full moon marks the closing of significant growth cycles, and I express readiness to embrace upcoming changes with optimism and positivity.

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