Author and activist, Dean Spade, shares his go to guide for dealing with jealousy, and how he and his boyfriend raised kids with his lesbian best friends.

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Dean on IG - @spade.dean

Dean on TikTok - @deanspade

Dean on YouTube - @Dean_Spade

Dean on Patreon - @DeanSpade

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Dance floor unicorn, Kenna Bethany, lets loose about sleeping with couples, sapphic lust and being the only queer person in a foursome.

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Kenna on IG - @kenna_bethany

Kenna on TikTok - @kenna_bethany

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Super ADHD and crushing it, polyamorous therapist Dr. Manijeh Badiee shares about surviving breast cancer and proposing to her ladyfriend (in front of her spouse).

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Dr. Badiee on IG - @doctorbadiee

Dr. Badiee on TikTok - @doctorbadiee

Dr. Badiee on YouTube - @doctorbadiee

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Ballroom baddie, Loren Loubser, dishes about the queer scene in Cape Town, healing after cheating and why they have to stop sleeping with all their friends.

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Loren on IG - @loren_loubser

Loren's Podcast - Open Wide Say Ah

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Comedian Lily Kerrigan sets the stage for how she fell into Mono/Poly, messy gossip in her polycule, and why she kept her mouth shut about her partner’s dating choices.

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Lily on IG - @lilykerriganpresents

Lily on TikTok - @lilykerrigan

Lily on BlueSky - @lilykerrigan.bsky.social

Lily on YouTube - @lilykerriganpresents

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Genevieve and Ishik are back with the second half of the midseason Q&A double feature. In this half they touch on dating monogamous people, getting past cheating and what is "too much information".

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Gifted a bountiful harvest, Genevieve & Ishik got so many questions for the midseason Q&A, they're doing two parts! In this half they dig into cheating friends, moving in with a metamour, and wanting closure from a partner's ex.

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Deepak Kashyap tries not to sound “OMG Ghey” while connecting the dots on polytheism & polyamory, feeling left out of group sex and why friends can’t bring 15 partners to his wedding.

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Deepak on IG - @mrpsychologist

Deepak on YouTube - @kaisehomedia

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Lovergirl femme, Tay, talks about having a baby in a triad, garden party vibes and why they moved out of their partner's home (twice).

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Tay on TikTok - @polyamgirliepop

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Polyamorous since 18, Marla Schreiber, @polyamarla, is sick of talking about hierarchy, but loves bedtime rituals with both of their partners.

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Marla on IG - @polyamarla

Marla on TikTok - @polyamarla

Marla on YouTube - @polyamarla

Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  

All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik