What does it really mean to be authentic as a creative, and why is it so hard? In Episode 4 of I Was Just Thinking, Liina tackles authenticity and vulnerability, exploring the reasons behind self-censorship, artistic branding, and why opening up emotionally can feel so risky. She discusses the fears that come with showing our true selves, how others might perceive vulnerability as weakness, and why authentic creativity often requires courage. The episode concludes with listener letters reflecting on the scary yet powerful act of sharing personal art, reminding us it’s okay to choose what—and how much—we share with the world.

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Welcome to the very first episode of I Was Just Thinking — a podcast about creative confidence and the messy emotional side of making art. In this unedited monologue, I talk about the fear that held me back from starting this podcast (and my book), the pressures of perfectionism, and why putting yourself out there feels so exposing. I also read letters from fellow creatives about self-expression, shame, and the pressure to be “cool” in creative industries. If you’ve ever held back on making something because you were scared of judgment — this one’s for you.

In the second episode of I Was Just Thinking, Liina explains her theory, "Quartet of Creativity," breaking down how our confidence and creative blocks relate to four areas: Heart (emotions, passions), Brain (psychology, neuroscience), Space (society, environment), and Action (the creative process itself). Through real-life scenarios, Liina shows how each point affects our ability to create, discussing common insecurities and societal pressures creatives face. The episode wraps up with a relatable conversation about career pivots, dealing with expectations, and why it's crucial to surround yourself with the right people.

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Why do you really create art? In Episode 3 of I Was Just Thinking, Liina dives into the complicated, often hidden reasons behind our creative actions—like seeking validation, healing past wounds, or striving to meet societal expectations. Through personal stories of navigating the pressures of social media, burnout, and self-discovery, Liina encourages creatives to explore their unconscious motivations honestly. She wraps up with relatable listener letters about self-promotion, shame, and perfectionism, reminding us it's okay to be uncomfortable in finding our truth.

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Welcome to I Was Just Thinking, a podcast for creatives and artists who feel stuck, overwhelmed, or not good enough to make the art they want. I'm Liina Turtonen, author, musician, and content creator. This real and unedited podcast is a space to think out loud, reflect on creativity, and talk honestly about confidence, doubt, and making art without pressure. I'm a creative confidence coach who loves psychology and exploring the biggest blocks we face through simple psychological ideas. If that sounds like you, you're in the right place.

My goal is to support creatives in finding their way through the messy, unpredictable world of creative industries, without losing the joy or spark that brought them here in the first place.

Welcome to my podcast, hope you enjoy it here!