Paul is a pastor in California with a big heart and a big brain! We talk deconstruction and what Paul's ministry looks like since leaving the church, as well as finding healing amidst all the mess.  

Josh and Alex effed up their calendar and planned to record an episode but gave their guest another date . . . whoops.  So instead of a normal episode they just sat on the front porch with some cigars and whiskey to talk about life, this podcast and whatever else popped into their minds. It super meta bruh.

Artist, entrepreneur, musician, family man & more.  Biaka talks w/ us about the complexities of being AAPI and how that has become more difficult over the past year, also sharing his personal story of coming to the US & growing up as a "missionaries kid" (MK) in Tawian.

Artist, entrepreneur, musician, family man and so much more.  Biaka talks with us about the complexities of being AAPI and how that has become more difficult over the past year, as well as sharing part of his personal story of coming to the US.

Josh and Alex sit down AGAIN w/ Gallen Pierce Lackey and discuss standing up to people in authority.  Gallen is an artist and musician formerly of the band Sound the Ruin, he resides in Oregon with his wife Cassi and their 2 beautiful sons.  

As far as effed up people go Kelley has a way to go!  haha.  Her genuine empathy, love, and grace that she has for the world around her is contagious and humbling.  This show will challenge and encourage you to see God in the world and people around you!

Myra and Jason Hess share their heartbreaking story of Myra's double life she was leading for years.  As heartbreaking as this story is the hope and redemption that it lands on is even more moving.  Just listen to this inspiring story on your favorite podcast I'm Fucked Up.  

April Dawn recently released her first book which is a beautiful collection of poetry sharing the story of a lot of the effed up moments of her life.  Her book "Lungs Like Elephants" is a beautifully, transparent and moving collection of poetry.  She shares with us the story behind the stanzas and the joy, pain and tragedy that has existed thru her life so far. @lemondropinkshop @lungslikeelephants @artofapril

We sit down (in person!!! it felt so good to have another human in the studio) with a longtime friend of Josh's, Pete.  Pete is an incredible dude with a rough story.  But this episode will move you.  This episode is the very heart of what we are looking for at IFU, a tragic story of brokenness but as we come into it we meet Pete who is the beautiful product of the brokenness.  He is finding healing daily, and still dealing with a lot of his past (as you will hear) but his outlook and hope for the future is a contagious thing you will want to grasp onto.  This ones a little longer but we had a lot of fun and there is a ton of story so buckle up and get going

We sit down with Catholic Priest Father Trevor Buster and discuss details of his life and why he see Priests as some of the most "effed up people there are".  This is a beautiful conversation with lots of laughs thrown in because Father Trevor is such a fun guy!