I went through a whole lot which I believe you may be going through the same thing. Me and a friend had to rise at down to the shop to clean up and open the place for work and at night, close it up to our home. One faithful morning after a good sleep took me to a point of reflection on my life when a colleague female teacher saw me getting prepared for work as a teacher and questioned, saying ; is the shop now your home........ Your storm , without a moving mind that life must go on with or without the challenges could crumble your reproductive mindset to dream big. You may lose touch of yourself and get new names tagged to your identity but you need to keep moving. You may bow in shame and cry behind closed doors but do so while you continue to believe, study , get into your place of preparation and prayer. A moving mind continues to work towards its set dreams with or.........