Welcome to the global grieving party! We just out here tryin’ to function. Amelian Kashiro Hamilton (they/them) (@hoodmariekondo) and Justice Singleton (he/him) ( @darealpoeticjustice ) pour their collective hearts out about imposter syndrome’s effects on societal grief. This episode is full of solemn emotions, Amelian’s Afro-Optimism and Justice’s rant on being a bitch ass nigga. Justice and Amelian dive into their individual journeys with being in a state of bereavement. Pandemic grief is real! Seeing and feeling ghosts is real! Deceased loved ones visiting us in our dreams is Real! Whoever you are, know it’s okay to cry and grieve! You ain’t the only one who feels loss the world is at a loss too.

This episode is dedicated to Ginger Zurita and Ian Alexander Desdune II, two souls who kept it 100 and inspire us to say “love you” everyday. Manifest little manifesters!

intro song: tell me where the road turns reverbed and slowed by mythical jukebox

we do not own the rights to this song.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BM5sNXJYhbY&list=PLWZCtfkgzTv9v6MKxHC9zNqsNQbWWukjr&index=2

ambient sound portals for minding our business, drinking multiple beverages and finding joy in staying in our lanes.

Imposter Syndrome Survivors Club is a comedic spiritual audio offering from creative soul mates and thought partners Justice Maya Singleton (he/him) and Amelian Kashiro Hamilton (she/her/they/them), the minds behind Sisters With Invoices ( SWI ). SWI is an intersectional community safe space for BIPOC LGBTQIA+ queer creatives and artists of color navigating through the fuck shit entertainment industry at large. Justice and Amelian’s goals with this podcast is to dismantle “imposter syndrome” one dialogue spiral at a time by reminding all survivors to listen to the voice as a means to uplift their spirit. Listen to us as we shade these energetic forces that perpetuate spaces of harm and self affliction, because we refuse to let that get in the way of our joy.

Join our survivors club, let us remind you that “when the world has got you fucked up, it’s not you that’s fucked up, but it’s the world”.

deep oceanic feelings, recorded in girdwood alaska.

Intention: To re enforce your importance, your value, your worth. You are worthy. Though the world, media and oppressive forces want to constantly remind you that you are not, you are. Take what’s rightfully yours - your freedom, right to peace, protection, freedom and abundance. We ask for light in these challenging times, we ask for protection. Love is the answer, universe hear our cries.

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A cute lil mix I made for episode of OnMomma's show Club Proxii. Check it out here - https://www.mixcloud.com/lowergrandradio/club-proxii-003/

Inspired by brown lipliner, clear gloss. Remembering what it felt like to get ready for the club with da gUrLz. The smell of weed, liqour, body glitter and expensive perfume.

heavy flow 💧💧💧💧dripping with waves of blackness, somber, militant, yearning and hopeful.

#alwaysinmyfeelings a sketchpad of audio offerings that has warps between all the feels on the new moon + full moon, menses power each month. a dj mix, musical outpouring by SWI founder Amelian Kashiro Hamilton - a cancer moon that has been practicing celibacy and sobriety currently clocking in at 1 year and 3 months. the music weaves together manifestations, processing self and feelings, connection, day dreaming about love ( bell hooks style ) , abolition, sexx, self care, energy, senses, peace, the cosmos, dance floors, meditating on floors, imagination, freedom, fuck shit flash backs.

the feelings are a deep heavy flow ALWAYS with wings of promise, hope and change. yes, that was a maxi pad analogy. get used to it.

flier x produced by @sisterswithinvoices

credit + roses - support these artists! :

1. I’ll never stop loving you by Yasmin Lacey

2. Emergency Equipment and Exits by Ganser

3. Nobody Else instrumental by Summer Walker

4. Pick Up Your Feelings by Jasmine Sullivan

5. Moving On, Getting On by Christelle Bofale

6. Mary Don’t You Weep by Prince

7. Yeah, I Said It by Rihanna

8. Gangsta’s Paradise ( accapella ) by Coolio ( for my karaoke fwendz )

9. I Get High by Freda Payne

10. Ocean Breathes Salty by Modest Mouse

11. FlatBed Freestyle by Playboi Cardi

12. Whip It by Ikonika

13. Untitled ( How Does It Feel cover original - D’Angelo ) by Giveon

14. Waitin by Kelela

15. What You Won’t Do by Bobby Caldwell

16. Lately by Anita Baker

17. Nuestro Planeta - Kali Uchis, Reykon

18. Fall by DaVido

19. A.T.M by J.Cole

20. Play featuring - by Big Freeda

21. I Found A Good One by Chance The Rapper + SWV

22. In The Party by Flo Milli

23. Rolling’ Down My Face by Amerie ( <3 @coloredcraig )

24. A Pimp Named Slick Back -

25. Board Up by Fuck U Pay Us

26. Dilemma by Ms. Carrie Stacks

27. Million Dollar Bill by Whitney Houston, Frankie Knuckles

28. Luvs Me Knots by Cakes da Killa

29. Love Yourself by Nathan Adams

Celebrating 2 years with a cute Indigenous House mix by our Sound Director @pas.telshade! Both interludes included!

First Interlude

Tracklist:

1. Give Me the Night (DJ Meme Deep In The Night Long Mix)- George Benson

2. Tangerine (Channel Tres Remix) [GODMODE] - Aaron Childs

3. Love Muscle (Feat. Nomi Ruiz)- Honey Dijon

4. Heal Yourself And Move (BEAT) - Theo Parrish

5. The Thief That Stole My Sad Days - Moodymann

6. Figure Of Jazz (Edit)- Todd Terry & Junior Sanchez

7. Push The Feeling On (Mk Dub Revisited Edit)- The Nightcrawlers

8. Both Of Us - Jayda G.

9. Heatwave - Amber Mark

10. Mystery of [Sweaty] Love (Butch Zurc Daft RMX) - Mr. Fingers

11. IN IN IN - Zebra Katz

Tracklist:

⁣⁣1. IN IN IN - Zebra Katz

2. Pump Up The Jam [Scissor Future House edit] - Technotronic

3. La Femme Fantastique (feat. Josh Caffe)- Honey Dijon

4. 100% Pure Love (Dj Efx's Tribal Pump Mix)- Crystal Waters

5. 100% Pure Love - Crystal Waters

6. Got To Be Real (Lotrax Edit) - Cheryl Lynn

7. Houze Nation - The Housemaster Boyz

8. Sweet Dreams (Radio Edit)- La Bouche

9. Sume Sigh Say (Agent Orange DJ & Alexander Technique Remix)- Todd Terry & House Of Gypsies

10. Brighter Days (Cajmere's Underground Goodies Mix)- Dajae

11. This Is For You (feat Maurissa Rose)- Theo Parrish

12. Signs Of the Sun [Tamed Musiq] - DJ Nature

12. Carry On (Folamour Edit)- Martha Wash

Theme song by Nyah Wilson / @nyahhhh + mastered by Jaylon Mills /

Field recorded by Archie Cajaou / @eihcra

Audio Edited by Turay Pastel @pastelShade

Moderated by our founder Amelian Kashiro Hamilton / @ameliankashirohamilton

Logo by Billy Tsan / @tsansimma

A Sisters With Invoices production