Recently I discovered my true feelings for someone special to my heart. We had a "Past" an ugly one, maybe because we were young and stupid and didn't know How to communicate our feelings. Anyway, to make that long story short, I found out that he has moved on and is (présent tense, yes) dating someone New. OUCHY ! 😥😫😭 so then Because I have Mantra'ed myself to being Mature and whatnot, it brought me to let go of Ego and admitted thru text that I was Jealous. I cringed while I pressed "send". I never got a response up until now but only 2 things are possible , he thinks either I've grown or I'm a Psycho. But, but and but, I did it for me. To release me from this Egoistic old self and embrace new and better approach to life or emotions. It fell better. My train of thoughts goes like this... No regrets, I have just entered a new world in my lifetime and that is, at least I have balls to do it and I wasn't afraid of rejection . Does this mean, I am a big girl now ? Haha, It took 38 years but yes I did it. Cheers !! 🎉 Life is better and better. Love truly, only. ❤🌺
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