Indah Under The Influence

this episode honestly barely skims the surface when it comes to talking about our lives growing up as international/third-culture kids, and the emotional baggages that may come along with it at times, but it's surely a start. we talk a lot about separation anxiety, difficulty making friends, as well as maintaining long-distance friendships... 

since im currently too broke to afford actual therapy, joshua is now my therapist in this video. 

no, i'm serious, i think, this one time, god actually made it rain for me... 

cop dude if ur listening to this right now, i am so so sorry. also hi yes, call me, i'm clean now. 

ah yes, the continuation of the source of my ✨ anguish ✨ || also more fun & intimate "get-to-know-me" conversations from joshua and i about things like language, family, cultural identities, etc. ... FUN! 

i'm sorry to any of the chindos listening to this that are offended by this episode, but respectfully you can eat my ass. anyways, we talk a lot about other things too pertaining to chindo culture and our own chindo upbringings at home, so besides talking shit about chindos and chindo culture, it's also very much a "get-to-know-us" video. enjoy!

so many layers with this story, honestly, go grab something to drink or eat while watching/listening to this because some of u are going to fucking faint.

Some dude at the beach told Katie that her town was "cultural appropriation," my ex boyfriend was a raging b*got, and once again we question whether or not indah gunawan is actually racist towards chindos. and, yes, the audio for this episode, is ALSO as bad as the last episode. again, i am sorry.

having an identity crisis is fun!!! we talk about life growing up going to international schools in indonesia, coming from mixed cultural backgrounds, all that sexy stuff... ALSO TLDR the audio files from my microphone, that whole day of filming, were ruined because i was an idiot and forgot to turn off the echo feature :0) luckily the camera has a really good built-in microphone, and i could just noise-reduce the footage. apologies if u notice the decrease in audio quality for this podcast episode (as well as for part 2 of this episode). 

i don't believe in astrology, but i lack accountability, so i'm just going to blame my shitty week on mercury retrograde. also, some dude on the internet called me an annoying brat who can't work for shit, and said that all i do is waste my mom's money.