Indecisive

Life is not fair at times. We need to roll with the punches at times. 2024 has been a year that I do not want to repeat, full of grief, loss, and heartbreak. I'm just feeling ok enough to speak through it. Again, if you listen to any podcast before this one. This is my own way of processing my emotions, and coming to an understanding with myself. I share and try to be vulnerable as I know I'm not the only one going through similar battles, and I hope it can help others.If you are in a mental health crisis, call or text 988 or chat at 988lifeline.org. For non-crisis support, reach out to the NAMI HelpLine at 1-800-950-6264, or text "helpline" to 62640

Join me in this discussion as I explore topics like maintaining a positive mindset, trauma bonding, and unconditional love from trauma. Please remember that I'm not a professional; these are just my opinions and experience.

Discover practical insights and thoughts on enhancing mental well-being and gain a better understanding of the importance of mindset in our lives.

Recently came across a social media post that ask 5 questions to ask yourself. These questions invoke a deep honest conversation that everyone should have at one point or another. I highly encourage you to have a conversation with yourself as well.

Audio version from a live stream done on 5/13/23. With it being Mental Health Awareness month, I though I'd share some opinions and things that I do to take care of my own mental health.

If you or a family member are suffering. Please seek help. #MentalHealthAwareness #YouAreNotAlone #SelfCareMatters

I think every person goes through this mental battle in their own head. For me turning 40 had its issues, mostly with current life events and timing of certain things. I have my own struggles with time. Have you felt the same way at any point in your life? 

Deeply sadden by the recent and unexpected passing of my uncle. My thoughts and prayers to everyone who ever suffered loss. May you be blessed with positivity and focus on honoring their life by not embracing the negativity.

Coming to terms with past relationship dramas, how to date in 2022, and developing feelings for a friend. Making a podcast is cheaper than therapy haha. This is by no means advice, but more learn from my mistakes. Life is nothing but a learning experience which we are always learning. As well as healing.

"In 2005, millions of people found themselves trapped in the clutches of a raging pandemic. Once exposed and infected, perfectly healthy individuals weakened quickly. Both humans and animals could spread the deadly disease and, within hours, entire cities were contaminated, eventually rendering some uninhabitable as a result of bio-waste. Those that didn’t die right away, or had yet to be infected, fled from highly populated cities to reduce the risk of contracting the disease. The plague was dubbed “Corrupted Blood” and it originated, as all terrifying diseases do, from a spell cast by an ancient serpent blood god." - Callie Stewart 2/19/2015

The following above played a fairly big role with epidemiologists understanding human reaction to a pandemic. Today people live in fear of the Corona virus that is currently spreading. My friend and I talk about this indecent, along with articles we read about the current state of the virus. But mostly about video games =p.

First episode of 2020. If you or someone you know suffers from please reach out to someone.

What is a gamer today, are you an actual gamer if all you play is an app on your phone? What the hell is twitch doing?