Interview with a schizophrenic

We welcome back JK. In this episode Joshua talks more deeply about his psychosis & hallucinations. We hear details of the chronic trauma he goes through, a malaise common to schizophrenics, and a reminder why we need to keep raising awareness.

#schizophrenia #hallucinations #trauma

Music: Lafayette Blues - Will Harrison

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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode.

00:00:37: Welcoming Joshua.

00:01:03: Discussing Joshua's Psychotic Symptoms.

00:01:29: Interview Starts with Joshua.

00:02:57: Joshua begins sharing his journey and his psychosis.

00:06:00: Joshua's experiences with his changing psychosis.

00:07:48: Examining the effects of Joshua's psychosis on his behavior.

00:08:34: Joshua's struggles with social situations and public discourse.

00:10:05: Joshua’s perspective on the evolution of mental health for people with severe conditions.

00:14:00: Joshua's recent experiences with hallucinations and commands.

00:15:07: Tactile hallucinations and the perceived presence of bugs in Joshua's body.

00:16:57: Discussion about Joshua's hallucinations and experiences.

00:19:34: Lighter commentary on Joshua's hallucinations.

00:20:27: Acknowledgment of the chronic torture of living with psychosis.

00:21:30: Discussing the genetic nature and impacts of the condition

00:22:19: Struggling with acceptance and denial of the condition

00:23:46: Commentary on the medical system in America

00:25:03: Process of applying for disability and its challenges

00:26:13: Final thoughts, seeking empathy and understanding for schizophrenia

00:27:58: Reasons to be hopeful despite mental health challenges

00:28:39: Closing remarks and plans for the future episodes

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We welcome back Benjamin for further discussion today. Ben, talks more about his mental journey from his 20s to the present day. We touch on the aspect of pre-cognition, a characteristic feature of psychotic experiences.

#precognition #energies #loss

Music: House of Cards - Wellmess feat. Divity

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00:00:30: Welcome to the Interview

00:00:41: Introducing Guest - Benjamin

00:01:27: Start of Benjamin's story

00:17:07: The Ineffectiveness of the Modern-Day Schooling System

00:18:19: Losing Things in His

00:20:45: Benjamin's Struggle with the Law

00:22:14: Moment of Realization and Self-Acceptance

00:23:08: Benjamin Checking Himself into Rehab

00:23:14: Checking into rehab at

00:24:09: The turning point leading to rehab at

00:26:02: Entering final rehab and maintaining sobriety

00:27:15: Discussing psychotic experiences

00:30:20: Closing and thank you message

00:30:54: Outro Song

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Benjamin is our guest today. He has been diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar & ADHD. 35 from Connecticut, Ben has spent a lifetime fighting addictions, and the trauma of institutions. It was my pleasure to hear his story.

WWASP Survivors:

https://bit.ly/46IfZc0

#schizoaffective #wwasps #addiction

Music : Papa Funk - spring gang

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00:00:30: Episode Introduction

00:00:52: Greetings and updates

00:01:56: Ben's mental health journey

00:02:27: Childhood episodes and struggles

00:04:44: Middle school experiences

00:05:53: Family conflicts and leaving home

00:07:32: Living on the street

00:08:03: Arrest and transport to behavior modification school

00:10:26: Life under behavior modification school

00:12:29: Release from behavior modification school and aftermath

00:14:09: Life after TBI diagnoses

00:16:59: Coping without medication

00:18:57: Trust issues and paranoia

00:20:57: Increased psychosis after TBI

00:21:38: Paranoid schizophrenia onset

00:22:05: Memory from behavior modification school

00:23:18: Spiritual reflections and impact on life

00:24:31: Individual journey with religion and spirituality

00:25:28: Life challenges in twenties: Jails, rehabs and alcoholism

00:26:08: A path to recovery: Revisiting religion and therapy

00:28:05: Struggle with schizophrenia, bipolar and ADHD

00:29:34: Rehab success: Finding effective medications

00:30:15: Relapse after rehab, experience with a psychotic episode

00:31:14: Music preferences shared

00:31:27: Introduction to follow-up episode and discussion around mental health

00:32:12: Conclusion of the episode, potential for a follow-up conversation

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We have the pleasure of speaking with JK today. In his mid-twenties, JK has an adventurous, laid back cool demeanour. In this episode we touch on his Mental Health history, which leads on to a gentle chat about topics which are not often discussed. JK has both schizophrenia & DID diagnoses.

#schizophrenia #dissociative #aliens

Music: Close Talker - Ritchie Everett.

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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

00:03:17: Joshua's mental health journey begins

00:09:40: On hallucinations and considering them as ghosts

00:13:34: The link between psychosis and drug use

00:15:44: The friction between personal freedom and the world's regimentations

00:17:15: Changes in life and coping with mental illness

00:18:33: Discussion on the UFO conspiracy

00:19:03: Impact of the technology revolution on humans

00:22:50: The loss of decency in society

00:24:33: Importance of honesty and personal growth

00:28:22: Insights on reincarnation

00:29:02: Speculations about aliens

00:31:00: Thoughts on how aliens might look

00:36:10: Conclusion and plans for next episode.

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Sebastian whilst introverted - has a joie de vivre for life. In his mid twenties from Chicago, he is training to work in Radiology. Diagnosis: Schizophrenia

#schizophrenia #Introversion #sexuality

Music : Jet Set Jivin' - Jos

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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

00:00:40: Introduction of guest - Sebastian from Chicago

00:02:43: Beginning of discussion about schizophrenia

00:03:28: Sebastian's mental health journey and early life

00:04:57: Discussion about the importance of openness and sharing experiences

00:06:21: Sebastian's first psychotic break

00:08:01: Sebastian's delusions about the world ending

00:13:10: Sebastian's hospitalization and treatment experience

00:17:59: Discussion about side effects of medication

00:18:57: Current living situation and feeling safe

00:19:44: Sebastian's second psychotic break

00:20:54: Personal Struggles and Hospitalization

00:21:55: Discussing Medication Side Effects

00:22:46: Impact of Stopping Medication

00:24:12: The Importance of Observation and Self-Assessment

00:26:26: Exploring Art as an Outlet and Avoiding Online Presence

00:28:45: Reflecting on Past Personality Traits

00:29:47: Using Humor as a Coping Skill

00:30:17: Emphasizing Importance in Self-Expression

00:30:38: Planning Future Conversation and Reflecting on Progress

00:31:19: Exploring Personal Interests

00:32:07: Discovering Authentic Self and Living Openly

00:33:10: Planning for Future Conversation and Deciding Music Track for Episode

00:34:01: Closing Remarks and Appreciation

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Esoteric & illuminating, George is paranoid schizophrenic from Yorkshire. 58, his psychotic journey began late in life, George gives his views and insight on his beliefs and experiences.

Website:

bit.ly/42xpPLp

Music: Em Baxio - Clara Mendes

#schizophrenia #selfactualisation #chrisitianity

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00:00:30: Introduction to the episode

00:01:08: Background of George's mental health journey

00:01:47: Realization and self-identity

00:03:01: Introduction to his voices

00:03:19: Discovery of different characters within him

00:04:24: Journey to reintegrate aspects of self

00:06:34: Struggle with demons

00:09:08: Medication and side-effects

00:10:34: A shift in his mental state (June last year)

00:11:55: Reintegration and self-actualization

00:13:56: Current mental state

00:14:42: View on schizophrenia

00:17:58: Theological perspectives

00:22:28: Belief and its relation to society

00:23:26: Personal beliefs versus societal beliefs

00:24:55: Encouragement to others

00:25:14: Reflection on the predisposition for schizophrenia

00:26:06: Early life spiritual experiences

00:26:41: Living a "normal" life.

00:27:31: Perspectives on self-awareness in society.

27:41: Society and self-esteem discussion

30:30: Reflection on spirituality and self-love

33:57: Exploration of consciousness and spirit

36:16: George's self-actualization journey

38:59: Connection and disconnection from self

41:08: George's medication tapering

43:32: George quitting weed

45:04: Closing of the interview

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We welcome back Frank in this episode. Frank was the guest in Episode 1 of this series. A former drug addict, developed schizophrenia, Frank has undergone a journey of recovery and spiritual discovery. Now a practicing Reiki Healer. He has recently been on a Paranormal Tour, following the healing of one of his friends.

His website is https://bit.ly/368ilCz and his Instagram is @pswinepresents

#schizophrenia #healer #paranormal

Music : Fragile Whispers - Gavin Luke

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00:00:30: Introduction and welcoming back Frank

00:01:05: Understanding Frank's past and diagnosis

00:01:39: Discussing spirituality

00:01:47: Catching up with Frank, post trip

00:02:21: Frank's explanation of his recent trip and motivation

00:03:53: Interconnection of Paranormal and Schizophrenia

00:04:27: Discussion about the nature of reality

00:05:29: Delving into the concept of Paranormal in multiple levels

00:07:04: Debate on Paranormal entities causing interference

00:08:14: Frank's introspection about his schizophrenia journey

00:10:07: Frank's healing with spiritual experiences

00:10:36: Frank advocating for open-mindedness

00:11:12: Synchronicities and spiritual experiences

00:13:27: The Journey of Spiritual Awakening and its challenges

00:14:17: Frank seeing his Schizophrenia as an asset

00:16:04: Discussing the importance of helping the vulnerable in spiritual path

00:17:58: Understanding Schizophrenia's connectivity with the spiritual realm

00:20:10: Discussion about the conditions of support in the Schizophrenia community

00:22:34: Frank's personal experience with family's understanding of his Schizophrenia

00:23:10: Wrapping up the interview.

00:23:42: Optimistic Thinking and Higher Vibrational Emotions

00:24:06: How Sickness Can Affect Vibrations

00:24:33: Experiences with Negative Voices and Delusions

00:25:01: Dealing with Entities in Haunted Places

00:25:29: Future Discussions and Connection Issues

00:26:00: Talking About Non-Mainstream Spirituality

00:26:24: The 'Great Shift' Towards Greater Spirituality

00:26:46: Optimism About the Future

00:26:54: Closing and Thank You

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We welcome back Jasper in this episode. We talk about his second visit to hospital. Jasper has good recall of his thoughts and feelings, in this lighthearted discussion involving traumatic experiences.

Jasper is a graphic artist:

https://bit.ly/3o8cqY9

#schizoaffective #hospitalisation #catatonia

music: Flashes from the Red Sun - Carvings

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00:00:30: Introduction of the episode

00:01:04: Backstory and previous episodes with Jasper

00:01:31: Jasper begins his story

00:01:49: Discussion of American healthcare system

00:03:20: Description of conditions made worse by antipsychotics

00:04:17: Jasper's experience during car ride to hospital

00:07:06: Arrival at the Nashville hospital

00:08:55: Meeting the on-staff Buddhist

00:11:00: The influence of Buddhism and eastern philosophy on treatment

00:14:12: Explanation of the rooms and security at the hospital

00:15:34: Experiences during manic and psychotic state in the hospital

00:18:31: Interaction with other patients and staff

00:20:16: Concerns about Jasper's food allergies

00:21:10: Jasper's coping mechanisms for anger and loss of control

00:22:28: Discussion of psychosis and medication effects

00:22:54: Explanation of Jasper's delusions

00:23:21: Reflection on Societal Perception and Mental State

00:24:06: Delusions and Misinterpretations

00:27:02: Group Sessions & Shared Experiences in the Hospital

00:29:40: Interactions and Relationships in the Hospital

00:31:20: Opinion on Society's Effect on Mental Health

00:32:24: Ethical Overcorrection in Hospital Security

00:33:23: Delusion about Psychiatric Hospitals as a place of Mental Regrowth

00:34:51: Shared Delusions with Dorothea

00:36:50: Recollections of the Hospital

00:37:30: Self-reflection and Blame

00:38:56: Types of Schizophrenia and their effects on society

00:39:34: Closing Remarks

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Welcoming Sable this episode. In her early twenties from Florida, Sable has been dealing with Schizophrenia symptoms for half her life.

Particularly interesting is her visual hallucinations. She has a stable loving home now, with a reflective mature outlook on this condition.

Sable's Blog:

http://bit.ly/3IEKK8t

Music: Quiet before the Tempest: Across the Great Valley

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#schizophrenia #visualhallucinations #academia

00:00:30: Introduction

00:00:34: Host introduces the guest, Sable

00:01:34: Mental health journey begins

00:02:14: Sable starts experiencing her symptoms

00:04:18: Realization of hallucinations

00:06:48: Discussion about the movie, Sucker Punch

00:13:44: People start noticing Sable's condition

00:18:07: First hints of PTSD in Sable

00:18:35: PTSD in combination with schizophrenia

00:23:18: Sable's father's reaction to her condition

00:23:35: Discussing Mental Health Misconceptions

00:24:23: Experience with Family and Illness

00:25:03: Coping with Schizophrenia

00:26:02: Emotional Support and Coping Mechanisms

00:26:42: Medical Support and Challenges

00:27:06: Getting Diagnosed

00:28:00: Current Mental Health Status

00:31:06: Unique Abilities and Challenges

00:32:33: Self Stigma

00:33:02: Family Troubles

00:34:24: Experience with Medications

00:36:03: Improvement After Changing Environment

00:39:41: Self Managed Symptoms

00:42:41: Future Conversation and Closing

00:43:38: Music Preferences

00:45:17: Discussion on music rights

00:45:51: Music preferences

00:46:08: Time check and wrap up

00:46:33: Closing the episode

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Duncan talks to us about his current projects:

wisdom of a schizophrenic

https://amzn.eu/d/21IgS7R

schizosquare

https://schizosquare.com/

#wisdom #stigma #keeptalking

music : Martin Landström - Turtleneck

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00:00:30: Intro and updates from the host

00:01:30: Discussing the importance of talking about schizophrenia

00:03:00: Wisdom of a Schizophrenic book presentation

00:05:22: Introduction to Schizo Square comic

00:09:45: Host's mental health update

00:10:45: Futures plans for the podcast

00:11:44: Outro and thank you

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