INTO THE GARDEN 💐

“Merciful Equanimity “

Welcome to , Into The Garden Episode 2! ‘ Merciful Equanimity”. In this episode I am open up on one of my many struggles as a human being. Self doubt , overthinking, atelophobia. Over time through trials and challenges success and failures. Changes in lifestyles , routine , habits…etc. I don’t have anyone to impress but myself and the ones who love me. This vulnerable episode, I hope this episode brings someone to there sense or someone out there can relate to this experience. This episode is what more is to come on this podcast! Thank you for watching & listening !!!

Welcome to Into The Garden. Formerly Known as " M.O.T.H.S! The Intention I have behind this new and rebranded podcast is to be more relatable and in touch to my viewers by being more unabashed and guileless. In this episode I clarify why I rebranded and as well explain my time to get into making content! Follow me on instagram and TikTok @ eyebeejaay

Welcome back to MOTHS and welcome to Into The Garden! This conversation was recorded 2 weeks before my grandfather passed away .Enjoy as he talks about his life and the love .

THE ROOT

As far as I know my grand father was my oldest relative. February 9th 1941- February 26th 2021 , 80 long wonderful blessed years of life and joy . I was lucky to be apart of it and to be born into it .My grandfather best quality was seeing the greater good in people he loved , no matter what you wanted to do in life he saw you in the highest place and could probably give you a game plan on how to get there. He was special because he wasn’t the typical old man he grew up in a time where in America there wasn’t much to laugh about . But , he remained true to who he was which was loving his family , following Christ and believing in himself . I miss my best friend so much , it’s almost been 4 years since the last time I seen , smelt , dapped , hugged my old man. This man was my father figure , I don’t know too many grand parents that would drive from San Antonio to Houston every two weeks just to hang out with me , I was so spoiled with love and abundance I didn’t even know it at the time . Im 26 years old and wish I could wake up to be 6 years old again walking up to them on a Saturday afternoon . I miss my best friend , he was supposed to be my best man at my wedding one day . He never question God or his timing so I’m not going to. I hope you all enjoy this , my best friend the worlds greatest grandpa Robert Leon Flowers aka Rabbit aka The Root.

WELCOME BACK TO MOTHS! This is NOT an episode this an intro to a series called “ Into The Garden “. This is a long time coming and the stories I will bring to you will be worth the wait💐