Intuitive Diaries

From Gaslit to Grounded: How Your Identity Shapes Every Relationship

In this episode I reflect back on a situation where I was lied to and gaslit. I remember the feelings, the thoughts, the actions and the overall mindset I had back then and how my energy was being reflected back to me.

I compare this experience with an outing a had a few weeks ago and recall the feelings, thoughts, actions and the overall mindset I have right now and how the world mirrors this back to me.

This is an honest deep dive with the intention to make you understand how POWERFUL us humans are. The identity we hold is always mirrored back to us, therefore if we shift our mindset we can control how people interact with us and the dynamics we are in. 

We are so much more than what we’ve been told, come with me on this journey of self exploration and remember how powerful you are!

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In this short episode I reflect back on 2025 and the previous 9 years of my life to uncover my repeating patterns and old versions of myself.

Reflection Prompts:

• What have you shed this year? What have you learnt?
• Have you seen a repeating pattern from the last nine years?
• Be thankful for the old version of you! How have you evolved because of your previous struggles?

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Ok guys, this year I have learnt and integrated the biggest, most profound universal concept to changing your reality.

I talk about my own emotional abuse and gaslighting experiences, how I felt in the moment and the true, deeper causes to why this kept happening to me. 

Plus I go through the solution to how to stop other people criticising you, gaslighting and abusing you.

I have only just processed this concept and reflected back on my own life to see if this is truely how I created my reality in the past. 

Come with me on a journey of self evolution, self reflection and self discovery, to realise how you can change the way people are towards you.

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Hello everyone! If you’re reading this you’re properly thinking the same as me, what an amazing episode title! 

I shared a gripping conversation with my friend Mani about her struggle of family conditioning, feeling confused with her identity and not having a voice. To shifting her mindset, finding her strength, understanding who she really is and rebuilding her life!

In this episode we talk about:

• Religious and family conditioning
• Punjab arranged marriage
• Breakdowns and breakthroughs
• Feminine suppression
• Mindset and belief systems 
• Ancestors
• Spiritual awakening 
• Fighting for a different way of life

This is an empowering conversation about how we can change our external reality and experience a completely different life when we question our belief systems and shift our mindset to strength and self worth.

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Fresh perspectives on toxic work environments. 

In this episode, I sit down with my friend Sophie to talk about the three years she spent in an unhealthy, toxic work environment. We explore how easy it is to feel trapped, and how your brain can adapt to dysfunction when you’re in survival mode.

Sophie shares her experience of being in such a heightened state of stress that she couldn’t eat breakfast, lived in constant fight or flight, and even hid a spare makeup palette in the disabled toilet, knowing that she would need to touch up her makeup after being verbally abused in heated meetings. (Shout out to Maybelline mascara!) 

Her vulnerable account of events brings fresh insight into how toxic environments can warp our sense of normality and take over our lives.

We also talk about the turning point, the moment Sophie finally trusted her intuition and started to look for alternative jobs. 

If you’ve ever questioned your work environment and feel like your nervous system is trying to tell you something, this episode is for you!

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Fresh perspectives on looking at the uncomfortable truths in life. 

Take a moment to look around you.
 Do you like this current version of yourself?
 Do you love the life you’ve created?

Here’s the hard truth... we accept the reality we live in.

Do you like what you see? 

Do you want to change it? 

Well you can! 

The biggest breakthroughs in my life came when I stopped blaming other people and external situations for how things were and started taking radical responsibility for my current reality.

That’s when everything shifted.

I empowered change by taking aligned action, and the moment I did, my entire reality transformed.

I was the one that changed my reality, and you can too.

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Fresh perspectives on emotionally abusive and unhealthy friendships.

In this episode, I open up about my experience of an emotionally abusive friendship, one that looked supportive on the surface but was filled with hidden agendas and manipulation behind the scenes.

I share the intuitive hits and gut feelings I ignored, and how I finally uncovered the truth about who this person really was. From neuroscience to psychology to spirituality, I explore how these insights helped me understand why I kept attracting similar dynamics and how I finally stopped the cycle.

It’s an honest, healing conversation for anyone who’s ever questioned their intuition or found themselves stuck in unhealthy relationships.

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Fresh perspectives on why I found myself in an emotionally abusive relationship. 

I talk about the concept that has changed my life and how it can shape your own reality.

Think electromagnetic fields, frequency, law of attraction, neuroscience and taking radical responsibility. 

This will be a confronting episode, but once you process it, you will find the information empowering and life changing...enjoy!

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Fresh perspectives on why I suppressed my intuition and couldn't see that I was being emotionally abused.

A few stories of when it was very clear that I was being lied to and why my brain couldn't see the truth. Designed to empower and inspire people to move through the obstacles in your own life.

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Prerequisite Episodes: The Start Of My Story In Order

Apple Podcasts

Part 1: 11 Years Of Emotional Abuse

Part 2: How I Left My Emotionally Abusive Relationship - Finding The Clarity & Power To Leave (Part 2 Of My Emotional Abuse Story)

Part 3: Small Weird Things That Happened Daily & How This Made Me Question My Sanity (Part 3 Of My Emotional Abuse Story)

Part 4: My Shower Thoughts… You Stupid Fu*king Bitch! (Part 4 Of My Emotional Abuse Story)

Part 5: 11 Years of Living in Fight or Flight Mode – How My Own Emotions Were Used Against Me (Part 5 of My Emotional Abuse Story)

Spotify

Part 1: 11 Years Of Emotional Abuse

Part 2: How I Left My Emotionally Abusive Relationship - Finding The Clarity & Power To Leave (Part 2 Of My Emotional Abuse Story)

Part 3: Small Weird Things That Happened Daily & How This Made Me Question My Sanity (Part 3 Of My Emotional Abuse Story)

Part 4: My Shower Thoughts… You Stupid Fu*king Bitch! (Part 4 Of My Emotional Abuse Story)

Part 5: 11 Years of Living in Fight or Flight Mode – How My Own Emotions Were Used Against Me (Part 5 of My Emotional Abuse Story)

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Fresh perspectives on the best healer I’ve ever come across in 8 years of trying ALL the things!

Entertaining details of my ayahuasca ceremony with a Mexican Shaman. Was I sick? Did I shit myself?

I talk about all the things including ayahuasca, Mexican Shamans, Jesus, energy healing, my French roots and disclosing my intuitives details.

Alessandro Giannetti's details:

Website

Podcast

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