I integrate my journey with childhood sexual trauma the curiosity in incest and pedophilia it initiated and how it has affected my adult sex life as I travelled from cisnormativity to queernormativity and beyond to incredulity as I made transgender pornography to explore my sexuality and trauma.

As always, we review this from a post-enlightened perspective and integrate it with all numinous experiences I've had. 

I review and finally conclude my journey with mental health and my attempt to cure chronic anxiety and chronic depression by attaining nirvana through the Noble Eightfold Path and the Patanjali's Ashtanga Yoga.  

A mental health journey about integrating numinous visionary experiences and their alterity.

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'Knowledge is possible but knowing whether that knowledge is accurate is impossible in the absence of complete knowledge.'

'Nihilo ex Nihilo, our most basic assumptions are baseless.'

All inquiry is premised up ignorance of the subject of inquiry. With this ignorance there is no objective standard to assess the accuracy of a method of inquiry and subsequently the quality of its findings.

Consequence: The Fallacy of Certainty

Without a truly objective means of assessing the quality of knowledge one can never be fully certain that what one knows is correct.

Traumatic and transpersonal experiences can be modelled as unified by the large-scale nervous system responses (i.e., ecstasies) they cause. These ecstasies, much like all scales of nervous system responses, developmentally contribute to the overall structure of the perceptual schemas when they are integrated into the mind. Depending on how ecstasies are integrated they can result in psychological underdevelopment which can cause pathological perception and behavior patterns that are congruous with pathology.

A Niiyelola wa Lila or The Soul of The Artist is typically a self-defined masterwork that utterly exhausts the artist's creativity resulting in self-transcendence within the artist.

The execution of the Niiyelola wa Lila typically consumes the entire career of an artist. Either ending their career early or if it is done late in life it is rarely completed.

Cosmic Comedy is sublime, superlime, supralime, and translime Eschatonic experiential anthology that journeys into the heart of Transpersonal Art History as it reaches into the future of Transpersonal Art through Eschatonic Art, and the significance of the transpersonal in regards to the limits of aesthetic and the potentials of human creativity.

Dissecting The Infinite: An Introduction to Transpersonal Development is an original and contemporary course that integrates Transpersonal Studies and the Complexity Paradigm. Through this integration it reveals the depths of human potential regarding psychological and ontological maturity.

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Dissecting The Infinite: An Introduction to Transpersonal Development is an original and contemporary course that integrates Transpersonal Studies and the Complexity Paradigm. Through this integration it reveals the depths of human potential regarding psychological and ontological maturity.

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Dissecting The Infinite: An Introduction to Transpersonal Development course a prescribed text! The text is the Rosetta Stone of the Dissecting The Infinite Series which is an original text of Complexity Science that integrates Transpersonal Studies and the Complexity Paradigm to present a fresh and in-depth model of humanity that aims to model the full extent of what it is means to be a human being. Dissecting The Infinite is a fecund foundation for future research as it returns the prodigal child of Magick into the fold of Modern Science. In short, Complexity Ontology, which is the subject of the Dissecting The Infinite series, is a new vision for the study of existence and reality when it is approached as a natural science but instead of reducing the transpersonal to the physical it reveals the physical to be none other than the realm of The Infinite.

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