JanuaryLied

By January

Just venting away. Nothing new nothing special. Trying to untangle the mess within my mind.... more

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JanuaryLied episodes:

December 01, 2019 Why I Hate My Anxiety.
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25min
November 26, 2019 A Real Apology? Relationships, Friendships.
Are you truly sorry?
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31min
November 12, 2019 Instagram removing Likes. Good or Bad?
# Episode Notes
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42min
October 31, 2019 Feeling Unworthy of a relationship
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33min
October 23, 2019 Rejection & Love
Being rejected truly sucks. Feeling like you are not worthy of someones love.
It's like, how are you not enough. What is it about yourself that makes you not wanted by the person you admire?
You say to yourself that it's okay you just aren't meant to be. Other fish in the sea. Yet you still are hurt by the fact you feel so insecure about yourself bc you have no ideal what it is about you that makes you not likable. You may think to yourself, should I change who I am just so I can be seen by the person I adore. Should I just not be myself and then maybe I will be loved & accepted?
There is also the perspective of the person that rejected you.
They feel so shitty for hurting someone. After all how is it easy to ever hurt someones feelings. No one ever says "oh I can't wait to break this persons heart". They feel so broken inside do rejecting you. They like what they like and their intentions weren't to hurt you.
What does it even mean to be accept it by anyone? What of no one accepts who you are as a person. What of you're so lost you have no idea who you are or who you want to be.
I have no answers only questions as I get older. I'm a kid in heart wanting everyone to find what makes them happy. But realistically everyone can't always be happy. Sometimes what makes you happy makes others sad. Someone hurts because of your happiness. You can say " as long as I'm happy that's okay" but is it really. It sucks that at the expense of someone someone else must suffer. I know this is how nature is.
Nonetheless doesn't make it any less cruel. The world is such a beautiful place yet there is a lot of darkness behind it as well.
You want to see people get what they want in life. Yet we people want certain things that causes others to not get what they want. Then what purpose do we have in our lives if we constantly hurt one another. What is the meaning of having knowledge when it hurts? Animals don't think they act on instinct. They eat when needed and get eaten. We hurt or get hurt by our actions, words sometimes intentionally. What does it mean to even be human? Do we love one another. How can we love when we can't love ourself? Are we suppose to love ourself even when we are so imperfect?
I want to make people smile. I wish I could. I want to make people laugh. What value would I bring to the world if I can't make them smile.
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58min
October 17, 2019 Relationships - Does Height Matter?
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29min
October 14, 2019 What does it mean to be Intellectual or to have a high IQ?
Will fill later.
Time for me to go to bed I'm tired :c
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38min
October 01, 2019 Afraid of Being Myself.
Most of the time i feel like I say all the wrong things and that it's just best to just say nothing at all. I struggle with expressing myself when no matter what I do/say I feel like I'm wrong or make things worst & my intentions are never to hurt someone. Just by being here or being myself I know I'm hurting people & having this mindset is no way to live honestly, but it's something I am working on to just be myself & live my life with my truth. Live and Learn and just keeping an open mind on things.
What does it even mean to help others. All we are trying to do is live with our own struggles and be the best version of what we think is best. Maybe that's having lots of money or maybe it's just getting into fitness or being open about who you are.
I feel it's good to have an open conversation but what do I know truly. I'm just trying to get by one day at a time.
Stay lovely.
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45min
September 12, 2019 Life vaule Lesson in School vs Home from parents?
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14min
August 09, 2019 Relationships - How do you find the one?
How do you even go about finding the one?
So many beautiful people in the world with many beautiful personality yet one is out there that will accept you for who you are and you connect with, flaws and all.
Love can be define in such different ways from person to person.
Call it an emotion but it's more something that you work towards than it is just a feeling.
The beauty of love I feel like is that one person is willing to choose you over everyone else not because of faith or because of emotion. But because it's a choice they want to make they choose you for everything they accept you. and that is the beauty knowing they are choosing to be with you no matter the bad. Nothing is perfect but love sure feels worth it. Having that special someone by your side almost feels empowering like you can accomplish anything and someone to keep you grounded and humble with an open mind. that is truly beautiful.
However you define love, I hope you find that.
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19min

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