Julian Nial episodes:

• May 06, 2022Out of the blue 😲

  'OUT OF THE BLUE'

  Written by Julian Deans

  Co-written and produced by Pacific & Polar

  Mastered by by LANDR

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2022

  LYRICS:

  You said it,

  you're not happy,

  regret it,

  accuse me of the same thing,

  don't you know it still hurts,

  do you want it to burn?

  CHORUS

  (You)

  Think it's necessary,

  to wear your heart on your sleeve,

  But I don't try to fix you,

  Slip up then you say we're through,

  watch me lay back then I'll watch you twist your words around your head,

  Please go easy on me,

  with your words out of the blue.

  Darlin',

  where is this all coming from now?

  Darlin',

  I heard you the first time no need to shout,

  at me,

  Just blame yourself,

  darlin' tell me,

  do you want it to burn?

  (Do you want it,

  do ya, do ya, do ya?)

  CHORUS

  Things haven't changed,

  atleast that's the way I see it,

  When did we get unchained?

  Loved each other yesterday,

  trying to escape?

  Do you want it to burn?

  (Do you want it?

  Do ya, do ya, do ya?)

  CHORUS

  Your words out of the blue,

  out of the blue.

  ...more

  

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• March 04, 2022We'll ride

  'WE'LL RIDE'

  Written by Julian Deans

  Produced & Co-written by Matthias Niedermayr

  Co-produced by Julian Deans

  Mastered by by LANDR

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2022

  LYRICS:

  We got time to burn,

  (Oh yeh)

  Let's take it to the road.

  We got things to learn 'bout one another,

  we got nights to fight until the summer's gone,

  won't be the lonely ones.

  PRECHORUS

  We'll ride,

  we'll ride,

  we'll ride,

  we'll ride.

  CHORUS

  We'll ride until the fuel goes,

  get high until the nights cold,

  lay low until the sun comes,

  get drunk then we can make love.

  (Woah-oh-oh.)

  We can explore.

  (Woah-oh-oh)

  We'll ride,

  in the morning when the darks gone,

  do it again until we grow old.

  We got life to live,

  (Oh yeh yeh yeh)

  Let's take it for a spin,

  We got roads ahead in every weather,

  we got gas to use until the feelings gone,

  or we can call it love.

  PRECHORUS

  CHORUS

  Pull over to refuel with me,

  Know I'll make you feel,

  You make my life complete baby,

  let's have fun in the backseat,

  then we'll call a taxi home.

  CHORUS

  ...more

  

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• January 20, 2022Not even in my dreams 💭

  'NOT EVEN IN MY DREAMS'

  Written by Julian Deans

  Co-written and produced by Matthias Niedermayr

  Mastered by by LANDR

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2021

  LYRICS:

  I've fallen for worse things than kisses,

  It's the thing that I'm missing,

  Just a little common sense,

  I've been sound asleep in bed since eleven,

  Feel sorry when I jump awake outta of the heavens.

  How does it even make sense,

  How much you wind me up,

  Here, In my dreams,

  Watch me believe it.

  CHORUS

  You pulled me closer than you said,

  You ain't dreaming honey,

  So how come I'm still in my bed,

  but my heart feels funny,

  Ay oh, ay oh,

  Ay oh, ay oh,

  You pull me closer,

  And I know, and I know, and I know

  (Ay oh) Not even in my dreams.

  Not even in my dreams.

  I thought it was a sign,

  gave in to the pressure,

  Message I don't remember,

  'Cause I downed the tequila again.

  Oh shit. in my dreams,

  Watch me believe it.

  CHORUS

  Not even in my dreams.

  I can't love,

  I won't touch,

  It won't work,

  'Cause I'm not enough,

  and you know,

  yeh you know,

  yeh you know oh oh.

  Not even in my dreams...

  CHORUS

  ...more

  

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• January 20, 2022B$#!+ 🤬

  'B$#!+'

  Written by Julian Deans

  Co-written by Stefan Schonewille & Justin de Vries

  Produced by Pacific

  Mastered by by LANDR

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2022

  LYRICS:

  (What should I write about?

  Something about love?

  Sounds stupid.)

  What is this love, true love?

  Don't you promise me anything else,

  can you taste this:

  Bullshit?

  CHORUS

  Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to,

  motherfucker?

  Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to?

  I'll chew you up and spit you out.

  (Oh oh oh)

  I'll chew you up and spit you out.

  (Oh oh oh)

  Oops.

  (Oh oh oh)

  La la la la, la la la la,

  (Oh oh oh, oh oh.)

  Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to,

  motherfucker?

  Who the fuck do you think that you're talking to?

  (Okay so not that,

  I don't know then,

  heartbreak? I've done that before.)

  Don't break my heart,

  I adore you still,

  and I cannot image my life without you,

  without you,

  without you,

  bullshit.

  CHORUS

  La la la la, la la la la,

  la la la la, bullshit.

  (Okay I guess that'll have to do.)

  Bullshit.

  ...more

  

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• January 12, 2022Creeping in my head 🧠

  'CREEPING IN MY HEAD'

  Written by Julian Deans

  Co-written & produced by Matthias Niedermayr

  Mastered by by LANDR

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2022

  LYRICS:

  (Creeping in my head)

  Gimme a break,

  You're even in my dreams, (yeh)

  My fatal mistake,

  Was giving into my feelings. (yeh)

  PRECHORUS

  And I don't have time,

  for you to race around my brain yeh,

  I'm closing my mind,

  'cause it's driving me insane,

  gimme a break.

  CHORUS

  You got no business,

  creeping in my head,

  (Oh oh, oh oh)

  I can't get no sleep,

  When I'm laying in my bed,

  (Oh oh, oh oh)

  Tell me what you're feeling now,

  You got me addicted somehow.

  You got no business,

  creeping in my head.

  (Oh oh, oh oh)

  You

  (Creeping in my head)

  You

  (Creeping in my head)

  You

  (Creeping in my head)

  You....

  (Wait wait wait...)

  What's with the wait?

  Give my body a break now, (yeh)

  you're all I can take,

  I'm on the verge of a meltdown.

  (Down, down, down)

  PRECHORUS

  (Down, down, down, down)

  CHORUS

  (Gimme a break)

  (Creeping in my head)

  (Gimme a break)

  Oh oh, oh oh

  You

  (Creeping in my head)

  ...more

  

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• December 16, 2021The end of the road 🚧

  'THE END OF THE ROAD'

  Written & co-produced by Julian Deans

  Co-written & produced by Matthias Niedermayr

  Mastered by by LANDR

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2021

  LYRICS:

  I've been holding on tighter,

  But we grew through the feeling,

  Got my head feeling lighter,

  See my face on the ceiling.

  You're making my heart ache now,

  Don't think we're gonna see this one out,

  (oh oh, oh oh)

  (oh oh, oh oh)

  There's no doubt...

  CHORUS

  It's the end of road for you and I,

  Both know it's hard but we fuckin' tried,

  Don't know about you but I ain't got time,

  in my life for crying.

  (Oh oh, oh oh.)

  VERSE 2

  Every morning I care less,

  Give me my space for some healing,

  God my room's a fucking mess,

  Laid here drenched in my feelings,

  It's been making my head hurt now,

  Don't think we're gonna see this one out.

  (Oh oh, oh oh)

  (Oh oh, oh oh)

  There's no doubt...

  (CHORUS)

  BRIDGE

  If you ever want me back I don't care now,

  I'm crossing the bridge to the other side,

  It's the end of the road and the end is in sight.

  (CHORUS)

  (Oh oh, oh oh)

  ...more

  

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• December 06, 2021Giving you up 🤦‍♂️

  'GIVING YOU UP'

  Written by Julian Deans & Giovanni Pirrera

  Produced by Giovanni Pirrera

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2022

  LYRICS:

  It's time

  It's time

  CHORUS

  I ain't got the patience to keep dealing wid ya

  Never admit when you're wrong

  I should be giving you up (yeh)

  But I never get enough,

  Yet you never earned my trust,

  I'm giving you up yeh.

  I'm alive,

  In the night,

  All you want,

  Is to fight me,

  See your eyes,

  Not the time,

  Know your lies,

  Know your lies.

  I'm alive,

  In the night,

  I'm alive,

  In the night.

  CHORUS

  POSTCHORUS

  (I should, I should)

  Never admit when you're wrong

  (I should, I should)

  I should be giving you up yeh

  But I never get enough

  Yet you never earned my trust

  I'm giving you up yeh

  (I should.)

  In my mind,

  All the time,

  Don't know why,

  I don't fight it,

  Now you're out,

  Of my life,

  Gonna find out where the lights will take me.

  I'm alive,

  In the night,

  I'm alive,

  In the night, night, night, night

  In the night, night, night, night

  (In the night).

  CHORUS

  POSTCHORUS

  In the night, night, night, night

  (It's time)

  In the night, night, night, night

  (It's time)

  In the night, night, night, night.

  ...more

  

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• November 18, 2021In pieces 💔

  'IN PIECES'

  Written by Julian Deans

  Co-written & produced by Matthias Niedermayr

  Mastered by by LANDR

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2021

  LYRICS

  What am I supposed to do now?

  Just hide away, somehow?

  CHORUS

  It's like I've landed in pieces,

  is it true you're addicted to the tears on my face,

  and I should be disgraced at the way I admit that,

  I can't hold myself together and I've landed in pieces.

  Oh oh oh.

  How am I supposed to feel now,

  Just fake this face for one more day,

  hmmmmm

  CHORUS

  In pieces.

  Tell me if you think if it's fair,

  Tell me if you think if it's fair,

  That you seem to be happy without a care in the world,

  and I'm here...

  CHORUS

  In pieces.

  In pieces.

  ...more

  

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• October 21, 2021Dark 🌑

  'DARK'

  Written by Julian Deans

  Co-written & produced by Mantra

  Mastered by by LANDR

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2021

  LYRICS:

  I'm running out of energy.

  (Dark.)

  These thoughts are exhausting,

  I don't know when this happened.

  PRECHORUS

  But every night it's the same damn thing

  and it petrifies me,

  I'm running out of energy,

  every night it's the same damn thing.

  and we're not immortal,

  there's only so much time we can get it right.

  CHORUS

  It's been a long night, ahhh,

  I see the sun is up now,

  but it's still dark,

  (ah, ah)

  It's been a long night, ahhh,

  I've been waiting for the light,

  but it never arrives no,

  it never turns up,

  time to face a full day of fucking it up,

  again.

  And it's a vicious circle,

  we're living in a small world,

  and we don't know when,

  this will end.

  PRECHORUS

  CHORUS

  In the dark again,

  they told me it would be better in the morning,

  (In the dark)

  but this morning's already begun.

  It's been a long night,

  in the dark.

  And we're not immortal,

  there's only so much time we can get it right,

  and I (In the dark, dark.)

  CHORUS

  In the dark.

  ...more

  

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• October 21, 2021Reign of terror 👹

  'REIGN OF TERROR'

  Written by Julian Deans

  Produced by Tatao

  Mastered by by LANDR

  Artwork by Julian Deans

  ©️ 2021

  LYRICS:

  (Oh yeh)

  Yuh.

  PRECHORUS

  There's still darkness in the water,

  but karma's gonna getcha soon yeh,

  it's gonna be you that falls.

  Fall down now.

  CHORUS

  Your reign of terror is over on me,

  (Yeh)

  thanks to you,

  now every night is just a fight to keep me sober,

  scarred from your reign of terror.

  (Fall down now.)

  Wonder what it's like to be you,

  stuck in that head,

  is there no remorse?

  Is it so important,

  to control every situation?

  PRECHORUS

  CHORUS x2

  BRIDGE

  Ya reign on, reign on,

  but with no power over me,

  (No, no)

  ya reign on, reign on,

  there's only a matter of time 'til ya,

  (fall) fall down now.

  CHORUS x2

  OUTRO

  Ya reign on, reign on,

  reign of terror,

  there's only a matter of time 'til ya,

  ya reign on, reign on,

  scarred from your reign of terror,

  (na, na, na, na, na, na)

  reign of terror.

  Yuh.

  ...more

  

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