If any one has any poetry they want me to read out and have a creative name they wanna go by I’ll do a reading and shout out for you so others can see what’s going threw your minds and seeing threw your eyes send me a message threw email [email protected] let me know what you want the world to know help me help you threw all these struggles that won’t leave us alone it’s like we are stuck and no way out but I believe this is my way out and how to cope with my illness who knows maybe you to can see if this helps you subscribe to my channel and follow me to our destiny I will make a difference I promise you that!

Wow the people have the nerve to call me the one thing I know I’m not for what it’s was all for nothing haha jokes on you and I’m sorry you have the obligation to manipulate people to live but we don’t have to live this way

The things I get asked on a daily basis is answered with common sense and savage remarks! if u don’t want my sarcastic remarks then don’t ask me lame ass stupid questions! It’s common sense people think before you ask me anything 9 out of 10 times it’s not what u wanted to hear and brutally honest like a savage gone postal yea guys that’s me sorry not sorry

Lame ass people want to use the word mental as so called cool slang for saying that’s mental as in that was hella crazy who the Fuck do you think you are like Omg bruh did you see that move that was so mental are you fucking kidding me go fuck yourself and your kick ass wanna be fake ass delusional misinterpreted misunderstood misdiagnosed you obviously didn’t realize how many people go threw it sorry for we are not normal

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why do people take free stuff and sell it back to others? like it’s free and your selling it! we could have just sold it our selves and it doesn’t matter who u are or who your married too people deserve happiness and they deserve to have a family when they can’t have children or they spend thousands trying to conceive stop selling babies it isn’t right give people who meet the requirements on being good people have a family they have wanted so badly every one deserves a family it sucks being alone and don’t donate to ones who just sell things back donate to charities cuz it’s given right back to help those in need we all need a little help in our lives we deserve better respect and not some rat doing their dirty work we are slaves to our society and I refuse to partake in this selfish world covered with greed!

Leave the past behind you! Easier said then done I know trust me when I say this loosing some one may hurt but maybe it was for the better any out come to being forgotten just means they were not put there to begin with just a side step to get to where you are the here the now, don’t let those u once knew or loved be the very chains holding you down! Each and every one of you matter because your alive!!!

An in sight of one good day out of many bad days a outing with my step daughter and how much sleep deprivation I have all in all I will read back to this day and remember some good things are right in front of our face

Battling the demons we fight everyday doesn’t have to a war we can’t win! In fact we can win the war we can fight and we can do it together! The war isn’t over ; and it starts with taking the first step in the battle field holding your head held high and with strong force to defeat the demons that do not control us we have our own life to fight to live let alone fight to survive the voices in our heads a double war on our own is not a war I wanted but we endure it and everyday is harder and harder if fighting alone we are not alone millions like me deserve a fair fight

Mental illnesses is not a game it is not fun it is not what we had imagined our lives to be! We are controlled by our minds we are locked in a closet that we can’t get out of! We are people who have feelings who just want to be accepted and loved and understood! Take a walk in our shoes see what we see hear what we hear I know it’s pretty scary sometimes but that’s why our story is left untold we are different in our own ways but I do know that who ever I am everyday I fight the voices they don’t control me and I don’t let others define me I am who I am and so are you we are unique we are beautiful