In this deeply reflective episode, Rick takes us on a journey through the bittersweet rhythms of co-parenting, personal transformation, and divine presence in the ordinary. From folding laundry to confronting ego death, Rick opens up about the messy beauty of fatherhood, the sacredness of slowing down, and what it means to truly be in the kingdom—right here, right now.

Topics Covered:

The grounding power of music: “Light of the Living” by J. Tillman (Father John Misty)

Creating sacred morning rituals in the chaos of life

The tension and gift of co-parenting

A father’s honest reflection on healing wounds from the past

The trap of comparison and finding peace in your unique journey

Grief and gratitude: holding joy and longing at the same time

Embracing slow, intentional living in a culture of hustle

The spiritual metamorphosis of letting go of ego and false identities

The cosmic joke: discovering that God is found by being exactly who and where you are

Unpacking the kingdom of God as a present reality

How loving and being loved—especially as a parent—is a portal to divine awareness

In today’s episode, Rick reflects on the struggle of feeling unproductive when engaging in rest, creativity, or anything that doesn’t generate immediate income. He explores how deeply ingrained capitalistic ideals can make us feel guilty for simply being rather than doing—and how embracing rest is actually an act of resistance.

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Rick kicks off his third podcast attempt—raw, unfiltered, and real. He dives into social media fatigue, deconstruction, fatherhood, and starting over in a one-bedroom apartment with his two daughters. From existential crises to finding joy in resistance, this episode is about embracing life as it is. No polish, no agenda—just Rick, a mic, and the truth.