Today is not a planned episode, but an episode from the heart, thinking about the the excuses we made to cover our fear or underlying issues that needs address.

Inspired by a child through her courage in the face of shame, disgrace and disappointment. Kadabiyu talks how and why he was blessed by her so much 

Ever felt so scared to make a bad decision that you fail to make a decision at all? 

In today's journey, Kadabiyu talks about how the fear can often make us fall for a much worse decision than a bad one which is called indecision.

Patience is often praised as a virtue, but is waiting alone enough? In this episode, we dive into why patience without accurate knowledge can lead to wasted time and missed opportunities. True patience isn’t passive—it requires clarity, wisdom, and the right understanding to ensure that the waiting is worthwhile. We’ll explore how knowledge gives patience direction, and how the two together create lasting results.”

Life can feel heavy when every mistake feels like a crisis and every choice feels like a test. But what if taking things too seriously is what’s holding us back from joy, creativity, and connection? In this episode, we explore why so many of us slip into “serious mode,” the hidden costs of carrying that weight, and how to bring more lightness, humor, and play into our daily lives. From reframing setbacks to learning to laugh at ourselves, this conversation is about finding balance — between caring deeply and remembering not everything needs to be so deep.

We all face doubt—whether it’s doubting our choices, our abilities, or even our dreams. In this episode, I dive into the nature of doubt: when it protects us, when it holds us back, and how we can learn to move forward despite it. I’ll share some personal reflections, practical ways to deal with self-doubt, and why doubt often means you’re actually on the right path.

If you’ve ever second-guessed yourself or felt stuck because of uncertainty, this episode is for you.

Growth is beautiful, but it isn’t always glamorous. Sometimes, the more you evolve, the fewer people around you seem to understand. Old friendships may drift, your environment may no longer fit, and the journey can feel painfully isolating. In this episode, I reflect on the quiet loneliness that comes with becoming someone new—and why that loneliness is often proof that you’re on the right path.

In this episode, I reflect on the quiet but heavy fear of being forgotten. It’s that haunting thought of fading into irrelevance, of not leaving a trace. Together, we’ll explore why we carry this fear, how society amplifies it, and what it truly means to leave a legacy. More importantly, I’ll share a perspective shift: that maybe the real measure of a life isn’t whether we’re remembered, but whether we lived with presence, love, and authenticity in the time we were given.

In this episode, I talk about the invisible burden we carry when we measure our lives against others. Through the story of David, who constantly compared himself to an old friend’s success, I explore how comparison blinds us to our own journey and keeps us stuck in feelings of inadequacy. This episode is a reminder that the real race isn’t against anyone else—it’s against who we were yesterday. When we learn to define life on our own terms, the weight of comparison begins to fall away.

In this episode of Kadabiyu’s Journal, I open up about the quiet pressure we all feel to stand out, to be special, to leave a mark that proves our lives mattered. But behind that chase is a hidden fear—the fear of being ordinary. I explore where this fear comes from, how it silently shapes our choices, and why maybe “ordinary” isn’t the curse we think it is. Sometimes, the most beautiful parts of life are found in the moments that don’t make headlines.