Alyssa Bustamante was 15 years old.
She struggled with depression. Self-harm. Suicide attempts. A troubled home life.
But in October 2009, instead of taking her own life, she took someone else’s.
Her 9-year-old neighbor, Elizabeth Olten.
Investigators later discovered something chilling: Alyssa had written in her diary about wanting to know what it felt like to kill someone. After the murder, she journaled about the experience — describing it as “amazing” and “pretty enjoyable.”
Then she went to church.
In this episode, we break down what led to that night, the disturbing diary entries, the backyard grave, and the psychological questions that still surround this case.
Was this untreated mental illness?
A cry for help that went unnoticed?
Or something far more calculated?
Because sometimes the most terrifying crimes don’t come from strangers.
They come from next door.