impairment Speaking about my current physical impairment related to my current multiple sclerosis (MS) flare-up.

Freeing your mind gives you the ability to face basically anything, and accept *whatever* for what it is. This helped me immensely when faced with my MS diagnosis, as well as the many stumbles along the way. The free mind-state remains undisturbed, and it really doesn't matter what actually happens. While I was aware of this amazing ability before, I sort of needed the MS diagnosis and actually dealing with physical impairment to make absolutely sure it is a foundational change in my life in my life. Trial by fire, per se.

Speaking about insight into my very own life. Unfortunately, my memory is slightly hazy. I didn't really know how life-changing this moment actually was and how much it would change my life. I certainly never would have thought I'd be sharing this real life pitfall with anyone, definitely not with as many humans as possible 🤣. I am always very certain about what I understood; however, the chronological timeline is sort of messy. My memory works in pictures: I can see myself back in the situations and feel & describe as best I can, but time completely alludes me (sorry).

Attempting to give a more personal account into having insight into my very own life via Jiddu Krishnamurti. Sharing for you to relate, and join me on the other side asap!

Video version: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=koLZ36zfYZ8

Answering the question of whether I still listen to Krishnamurti, as well as why I disappeared.  

As soon as you understand the simple truth he speaks of, there is not much point in listening to his words anymore. You have ended the conflict and live free. It changes everything, and one of the most clearly noticeable changes was my disinterest in any form of entertainment like watching TV, films, and also listening to Krishnamurti. Life isn't lived in 2D anymore, it feels too restrictive. 

As I started the podcast and videos, I never intended to quote Krishnamurti, but I looked at what I see (hoping it may help you see the same). Saved me a lot of research 😂. Figured it would be more authentic than using Krishnamurti's words; afterall, imitation isn't original.

Sorry for my disappearance and attempts to upload the audio of the YouTube videos. It felt wrong from the beginning, and I have recognizedthe importance to give you a more detailed picture of what I am trying to say. Another version of the same. I need to respect the podcast for what it is. My opportunity to connect with you, for you to understand the truth to your very own life. Not Krishnamurti, not me; but your very own life.

What exactly is this insight Jiddu Krishnamurti is speaking about?

Basically, all of Jiddu Krishnamurti's talks are complete talks. One talk is enough for you to understand, if you face your own life with humility. No need for research, learning, "spiritual growth" – all one needs is understanding of the truth to life, insight into the truth to your very own life.  

ONE love,

Jane

First of all, I need to apologize for my absence. It was important to make completely sure this change of mind state is a real, universal, all-encompassing change.

Much LOVE, Jane

While I had reservations about recording this episode about the Truth to Life, I did not want to hold anything back from any listeners. Spoiler alert for all who want to find out the truth to life themselves via Krishnamurti, as intended.   

After debating for a while, I decided my first-hand experience on how I understood my life will remain a secondary commentary on Jiddu Krishnamurti's work. Truth is universal, and it is found in fragments in counter cultures; not in main-stream popular culture. This is more of a testimonial to underscore what so many of us, for so many years, can tell as we listen to Krishnamurti speak – he is speaking the truth – the Truth. He is speaking the truth – and the radical change he speaks of, is not an idea, it is the truth.  

This episode speaks of the events leading up to understanding – as well as certain aspects helping me understand I was living a life of illusion. Also describing how I subsequently freed myself from my mental prison, of my own making.

Forever grateful for this remarkable insight. Thank you Jiddu Krishnamurti. 

Thank you for listening & much LOVE Jane

This episode gives insight into how I listened to Jiddu Krishnamurti. Listening with awareness, without any ideas, belief, without the ego and joining Krishnamurti in assessing the truth to your very own life.

Attempting to explain how I listened to Krishnamurti, which helped me understand the truth to my life. I never thought about how I am ‘supposed to’ listen to Jiddu Krishnamurti, because I had no idea how important what he was saying actually is. I listened to Krishnamurti as if he were a philosopher, not an enlightened being trying to show you heaven on earth. Luckily, probably, because it worked.

Hoping relating my experience allows you to do exactly the same, because it is all there for you to change your life from the foundations up.

Enjoy & much love,

Nobody wants to talk about ego-death, but it is essential.  For me personally, ego-death was the ultimate salvation from my past life. Freedom I always dreamed of. Who thought it'd be possible to free myself from my miserable past life, but that was not even my intention, just a more than welcome side-effect.  

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