I think okay is a word we use just like fine that has lost its meaning over time. But as much as we say okay, as people, about ourselves we don't really let things be just okay. When in reality okay is sometimes great in that position. You juts don't know it. Things don't have to be grade A all the time and OKAY is good.

We all have our own final destinations and goals that we want to reach, but no two peoples journey and pathway will be the same. We can't expect it to the same because if that was the case then we'd all be doing everything, however difficulty within a journey doesn't mean change your final destination. It means hold on and carry on but keep your eyes open for new paths in-between. For you never know where a hidden path for you may be.

It's so odd to see the difference in what we choose, between varying ages. I went out today and to see how those younger are more likely to pick whatever, compared to the methodical approach an older person may make is quite funny to be fair. But then again, it's all good to have a variety of things to pick from, but when we have too many things to choose from too, we are less likely to make a choice we like. Do you agree ?

I was busy and I'm tired and this is late. I don't know what more to say today.

Everything that life gives us, be that good or bad, will fade away. So why wouldn't you want to feel and fall so deeply into everything, for one day it will all go and it will be us that will question whether they will come back again or not ... not them.

I had nothing today. My thoughts were at a stop and I was just doing stuff and having fun and that's normal. But it got to this evening and as I prepared for my night care I was bombarded with waves of emotion. And though this podcast doesn't make sense - because I don't really say anything but still say something - atleast it showcases that it's okay when things get too much. It's okay for your smile to stretch and your eyes to fill with tears that threatened to drop for absolute no reason. Too much doesn't mean you have to have a reason, sometimes, too much can be as simple as standing and remembering all the characters that have taught you how to be a human.

Sometimes you have to take a few step backwards to then move forwards. Maybe that path isn't the easiest or the fastest. Maybe it isn't the way to go as you have a fear of judgement. But sometimes we have to just go backwards. It's the way things are. I also forgot to say 'remember being sane is overrated and I shall see you all tomorrow byee' in the podcast as someone walked into the room, so I said it now !! Byee

May has come and gone and what a rollercoaster it has been. I finished onsite work without actually finishing the work. The sun came out and went back and has now decided to stay and that to for awhile hopefully. Alot and nothing has occurred, yet the biggest thing May allowed me to do was solidify my own pace.

I'm tired and my body hurts. I spent nearly the whole day on my feet, but though there's a tiredness present right now, my day was great. It was sunny, I was productive, but most off all I spent time with the people closest to me and I've not done that in a long time. It made me realise that I've unconsciously neglected certain factors in my life, due to other priorities and that I need to start making a conscious effort in seeing where I could put in more effort and time and where could I leave behind something that's just extra baggage. Do you make a conscious effort ?

We spend so much of our time in the waiting phase not really doing anything. We plan and we want, yet don't act and so much of the time we have is wasted. Now whether that time be wasted in the waiting phase, due to fear, anxiousness or just plain confusion, now is the time to act. Don't wait for things to happen, do stuff so things can happen. Stop waiting as time doesn't wait for anyone.