Whatever God told you to let go of ... let it go ... it’s hard . Whew . But it’s worth it .

A word.

This episode is scattered and unedited. I will be reading from an old journal entry that I made back in 2019 . It was an on-time word that I needed today after taking an unintentional month off from reading The Word . This episode is about GETTING UP ... getting up from ugly places ... dead places ... comfortable places (sin/ habits / depression) when it’s hard to see a way out . I apologize in advance if it’s challenging to keep up with me as I read from my notes that are borderline scribbled on the page lol This is a step outside of my comfort zone , so bare with your girl as I stumble through something I believe God has called me to do . I am flawed. I curse and I may reference things that might offend or disturb some of the seasoned saints, but this isn’t for y’all haha My podcast is for the wayward , tired , doubting, worrying , up then down, right then wrong , child of God . I don’t know what I’m doing , but God does and that’s all that matters . I pray this helps someone . Peace and Love .

In this episode , I circle back and give a brief update on the last episode . Sometimes it’s you ... sometimes it’s them... sometimes it’s just a whole lot of everything .

Literally realized that in this moment , I had been officially played ... by a man ... by myself ... realizing that ... seasons change ... people change ... and you change .... and that’s some tough shit to deal with ... Oh Lord have mercy

before you say til’ death do us part ... love yo self .. make sure God is in whatever you’re in ...

phone conversation with y’all about the benefits/woes of taming the flesh and ... i think i mentioned squirrels and other things .... jk . Spayci Kayci back at it again. Late for Church as always ...

God be blessin’ ya enemies too . And that’s ok because God can do that ! He luh all His kidz... een’ the ones we don’t like .

Y’all ... I was once again all over the place ... but here we are ... broadcasting the harsh realities of being a little behind in life but recognizing you don’t have to play catch up! You’re right where you belong ... in the midst of some bullshxt ... good bad ugly necessary bullshxt. Live in it. Breathe In It. You’re not alone !