Let's Talk! - Isa Turp

Its FALL SEASON

Today Im Going To Be Talking about how.im doing with my anxiety and panic attacks

this episode was a remake and this talks about the adventure that goes through goals and also why i decided to make this podcast.

I'm very excited for my Podcast to be out because this Podcast have related to me completely completely and has helped changing my life into a less stressful thing with my mental health and this Podcast will also help others relate on many different levels that we never thought we could relate on and also for those who are interested in hearing different things like this and fun facts about some stuff it's not all about mental health it's mainly on mental health but It's just a relatable subject kind of. Currently I have all of my episodes recorded I just need to listen through them all and sort them all and then I can bring them out weekly for you guys to listen until all of the episodes are out.

This episode is a special episode because we are talking about a disorder called autism.Also many people have been wondering how is our relationship going because we both have autism....Autism is a disorder that 1 person in 54 people suffers with this. I have struggled making friend and was bullied for a long period of my life because of this. Now ive grown to love this part of me and open up to everyone and im soo glad i did. In this episode i answer some known questions about autism and how did we started dating. As well as how did our life change with this disorder.

This episode is a special episode because in episode 2 we are talking about a disorder called autism. Autism is a disorder that 1 person in 54 people suffers with this. I have struggled making friend and was bullied for a long period of my life because of this. Now ive grown to love this part of me and open up to everyone and im soo glad i did. In this episode i answer some known questions about autism and how did we started dating. As well as how did our life change with this disorder.

Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD), Autism and  obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), I've struggled through a lot of bullying. ever since i’ve been diagnosed with these disorders, my life has been hard. I used to get lots of looks and people talking behind my back asking what is wrong with me. Even the director did not understand what I was going through and wanted me out of that school, because they all thought I was a monster.

Every day a lot of bullying happens in school, online, at home, anywhere all the time. Personally I do not understand the concept of bullying, my question is why?   

 My whole life I've been bullied at school, from the school, online, by my “friends'', on the streets and more.. Bullying can damage a person a lot in many different ways; depression, anxiety, suicid, insecurity, hurting themself and way more. I don’t understand the fun, the entertainment and the achievement in bullying someone and why, you just really want to make someone so insecure and damaged inside just for your entertainment of bringing someone down and changing in a bad way?.

As à kid who’s been bullied their whole entire life I can tell you how hard it is to find and make friends, especially with these disorders. I used to trought à lot of fits, scream, make noise, run everywhere, have trouble concentrating on school work and I couldn't control myself. I used to do these visits with this lady named Anne, she comes from valorise, she helped me figure out what I was suffering with. Till this day i don’t remember most of these fits i made, which were bad. Throughout my life I've learned how to control some of these scenarios.

Because of my differences from other people, I really struggled to make friends. I even made a speech explaining my disorders and my struggles in friendship. I did find à way to make friends at my first school and i liked it there, until i heard how my director couldn't understand what i was going through and thought it was a joke, then one day he finally understood what me and my family were going through and got the school à educator for kids with autism. à couple years later they couldn't stand me anymore and the educator was going to work at another school and that they really didn’t want me there anymore, so i changed school.

When i changed school, in 5th grade, i was constantly bullied and nobody wanted to be friends with me. 2 years later this one girl who used to hate me and bully me finally understood what I was going through and we started to be friends. Till this day we are still best friends.

Ever since I learned how to control this thing I have and be so independent, intelligent and determined, I finally started to make friends. Even though I still dont make à lot of friends it is perfectly ok with having 1, 3 or 5 friends who understand, some didn’t even know I had tho disorders, how much i've gained strength and control of myself. 

In 7th grade i was told by my best friend's best friend, that if someone killed me no one would care, and i broke, usually when i get bullied i feel so insecure and bad for them that if i would tell them how i feel it would hurt them more, i would just try to forget that they even bullied me. Until this happened, a lot of times I've gotten bullied, it hit me differently, more emotionally and all went to my head. At this time I only had that one friend and always told her about this but never wanted to tell the teachers and she helped me get the courage to tell the teachers about this.

After telling the teachers what I've been going through, we had a whole day to talk about how bullying is bad and the outcomes of a lot of people to bullying and the different signs of depression, anxiety, suicid, who to talk to and the 4 actions.

In summary, I think bullying is a bad habit and an action that is useless, unreasonable and awful....

Though basically I created this Podcast for my own mental health to help me through relatible things Regarding stressful Subjects and just really helping others relate to things and understand things and just for those who are interested in hearing this kind of stuff Having a conversation with others and relating on a different level regarding things in life.