S1 E4: Portrait of the Artist’s Mother by Vincent Van Gogh
There are portraits that capture likeness, and there are portraits that reach across distance. In 1888, when Vincent van Gogh sat before a small photograph of his mother, Anna Cornelia, he was living in Arles, far from the familiar light of home. The world around him blazed with the colours of the South: sunflowers, orchards, blue skies that vibrated with heat. And yet, his heart turned toward the quiet face that had watched him first open his eyes.
He worked not from memory but from a faded photograph. Yet what emerged on canvas was not a mere copy. The photograph gave him lines and shadows; love gave him life. He replaced greys with greens and rose tones, softening her gaze, surrounding her in an aura of calm that his own life rarely knew. In that act of painting, he re-imagined his mother not as she was, but as he needed her to be—steady, kind, enduring.
To paint one’s mother is to enter the earliest language of belonging. For Vincent, that bond was complex: she loved him, yet never fully understood the depth or restlessness that drove him. In this portrait, one senses both longing and reconciliation, a son’s silent conversation with the woman who first taught him to see the world.
When we stand before Vincent’s Mother, we are not looking at a famous artist or a famous subject. We are witnessing a private act of tenderness, colour used not for brilliance but for remembrance. It is a moment when art stops asking to be admired and simply asks to be understood.
In the end, perhaps that is all Vincent ever wanted: to paint what could not be said aloud, to make love visible through light. And for a fleeting moment, through this portrait, he found a way to come home.
Until the next letter,
Rebecca
Music by Epidemic Sound:
The Sound of You by Gavin Luke https://www.epidemicsound.com/music/tracks/f8f9e05a-0dee-404e-8775-3d9a86fa8d94/
Sources:
Painting: Portrait of the Artist's Mother by Vincent van Gogh (Public Domain via Wikimedia Commons)
https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Portrait_of_the_Artist%27s_Mother_by_Vincent_van_Gogh.jpg
Vincent van Gogh's Letter #700 Van Gogh Museum
https://vangoghletters.org/vg/letters/let700/letter.html