Letting Go Of Her

On this week’s episode, I talk about my final decision to call it quits on therapy. It was something I had been praying about for months & I felt that the Lord gave me that final push of “are you going to trust me or not?”

Take a listen as I process all of my feelings just quitting 10 minutes prior to recording this podcast episode. May it bless those who are afraid of taking that leap of faith & letting go of their safety net & relying on God.

On this week’s episode, I talk about the moments of stillness, the moments where it feels as if God isn’t there. When we feel like He’s not making grand gestures in our lives, when He’s not answering prayers, when it feels like we are left unheard.

Take a listen as I talk about my season’s of stillness and what I believe God is doing in every single one of them.

On this week’s episode, I discuss my own personal conviction with using the word “Toxic Family.” For so long I felt as if this terminology along with all the other words that come into play were feeding into my own pride.

Take a listen as I talk about what the Holy Spirit showed me the last time I spent time with said “Toxic Family.”

For so long, I prayed for friendships, deep and meaningful friendships. It wasn’t until I started having panic attacks that I realized the only thing keeping me from finding those deep and meaningful friendships, was me. I still struggle with opening up and letting people in but I pray that all my friends can see the love I have for Jesus.

Take a listen as I talk about a few books I read on “how to make friends” and how the Lord used my struggles for His glory.

Have you heard of the concept that your body remembers trauma? And it’s why on a certain date you can feel anxious or depressed? From all the psychological books I’ve read, it’s all the same. “Your body remembers, your body keeps score of all the trauma.”

Take a listen as I talk about how the Holy Spirit showed me that it’s not my body remembering and it’s why I still experience anxiety on a certain date. It’s because I still have an unforgiving heart.

On this week’s episode, I talk about a book I recently read before the end of the year and how it was reassuring into how I parent my children. I’ve always found myself comparing to those around me and have always wondered, “Am I doing something wrong?”

Take a listen as I talk about the book but also, the biggest revelation of them all, how God calls us to parent our children.

On this week’s episode, I talk about my goals for the New Year. I’m not really one to set “resolutions” for myself but this year I am determined to STUDY. My word for the year is STUDIOUS. Take a listen as I talk about where I hope to grow in 2025.

Will also be taking a break for the next 2 weeks to celebrate the holiday season with my family.

New episode will be released: January 10 2025

On this week’s episode, I talk about a book I randomly came across that truly spoke to me. As someone who is in therapy and someone who believes in therapy, it really opened up things in a new perspective.

Take a listen as I talk about me realizing my need for my therapist was stronger than my need for Jesus and the convictions I felt.

On this weeks episode, I talk about the goodness of God. How in the moments of chaos we tend to pray and plead with Him that we sometimes forget of everything He’s already given us.

Take a listen as I talk about my eventful weekend and how my prayers turned into gratitude. How chaos can turn into realizing how mighty our God is.

On this week’s episode, I start to decompress all of my Holiday feelings. I feel that there’s so much pressure to make the perfect Holidays, while trying to please everyone with their schedules and demands, and holiday shopping and craze, that we forget what the Holidays are truly for.

Take a listen as I ask the Holy Spirit to convict my bitter, selfish heart and remind me that the Holiday season is to share a little glimpse of Jesus to everyone around us.