On this week’s episode, I dive into what has been truly heavy in my heart. Have you ever taken a moment to look at your life and thought to yourself “God, Why me?” I feel that we can so quickly fall into this self pity, self loathing almost sometimes about a current or even past situation. A time where we thought surely God isn’t listening to me right now. But what happens when we stay there? Where we stay in this victim mentality and idolize the NEED for some peace yet are the ones to single handled sabotage it? Take a listen as I talk about my latest conviction. Do I truly love and are addicted to feeling shame more than I love Jesus?

“Be Careful What Your Pray For,” my therapist told me as I told her that I was praying to trust the Lord more and to make more friends. I prayed and prayed and nothing was happening until it did. And boy, did I understand what my therapist was talking about. Take a listen as I talk about my trial of the last year and how it has taken me this long to finally see that the Lord was actually answering my prayers in His way of course.

On this week’s episode, I talk about my weekend at our church’s women’s retreat at Hume Lake Christian Camps. I went in to this weekend with high expectations based on the reviews of many others only to be left feeling disappointed. Take a listen as I talk about what I thought would be a profound moment with Jesus only for it to be a profound moment with my fellow believers.

On this week’s episode, I talk about my loss of Self Control & what the Holy Spirit has been convicting me of for years but I am finally ready to listen. What sometimes we think is a harmless past time, can really be what’s preventing us from growing closer to God. Take a listen as I talk about where the Lord is teaching me my needs to change.

On this week’s episode, I dive into my continuous need to remind and punish myself over my past mistakes. There are times when I can sit and think of everything I’ve done wrong and convince myself that God doesn’t love me because of them. Take a listen as I talk about how I can now see that God turns all the bad into good.

On this week’s episode, I’m getting real about what I’ve been dealing with these last few weeks. I have been down in the dumps about my appearance, being highly critical of myself, & being unkind. Take a listen as I talk about the conviction I felt when the Lord told me, that I am made in His image.

On this week’s episode, I talk about being the cycle breaker in my family. As someone who is trying hard to raise her family differently, I have realized that the only cycle I am breaking is to stop the enemy from continuing to run through my family. Take a listen as I talk about being the one to lead my family and the future generations to Jesus and how that looks on a day to day basis.

On this week’s episode, I am talking about one of the struggles I face living with Social Anxiety. I have been going through a season of life where the Lord has shown me that in order to get through it, I must put my walls down. Take a listen as I talk about what I have been learning during my walk of faith and what’s I have learned I need to let go of.

On today’s episode, I talk about my struggle with trusting God as someone who has deep abandonment wounds. There are times where I’ve asked myself, “God, where were you?” Take a listen as I talk about how the Lord has proven to me day in and day out that He’s always been there even when I wasn’t able to see it at that exact moment.

On today’s episode, I am sharing where the Lord is working in my heart. He has been showing me in what areas of my life I need to release to him but also in what areas I need to soften my heart. It has been weeks of lots of self reflection’s but also very grateful that we have such a merciful God who again and again allows me to try again the next day.