Last month I wrote a letter to the universe and asked for very specific things to come into my life. Most of them were things that support me on my path as a writer. After writing that letter, everything changed.
I felt like I had taken off a mask I had been wearing for a long time and I had more clarity than ever on what I wanted my life to look like.
By far, the biggest change to come from this letter is that I’ll be moving to Vancouver next month.
I moved to LA last fall because I felt it was absolutely necessary for me to be here, without really knowing why.
And now that I’m leaving it’s left me to wonder what was the purpose of coming here? I felt such a strong pull to be here. I was even told in my Akashic Records that this is my home. So why do I now feel pulled to leave?
Maybe this whole time in LA was for me to have a place with supportive energy to make me more confident in expressing what I want — and also in discovering what it is I want. For a long time, I couldn’t articulate it, because I didn’t know exactly what I wanted.
I’m here now and I’ve grown so much. I’ve seen what I want. I want to be with my daughter, who lives in Vancouver, and I want to make a very good living as a writer, storyteller and creative. And I can make that happen in Vancouver.
In today’s episode of the Little Cosmologies podcast (link in bio), I go into detail about my letter to the universe, including all of the many changes it sparked. I end it by talking about the documentary Jim & Andy (about Jim Carrey’s experience playing Andy Kaufman for the film Man on the Moon).
It’s a really great documentary. If you haven’t, I recommend watching it. At the end of the documentary, Jim Carrey talks about being yourself, your true self. He says that at some point you need to take a chance on being loved or hated for that person, for being you, or kill who you really are.
For a long time, I killed who I was. And now it’s time to take the chance.
Notes
- Interview with Emmanuel Carrère