Some people learn social connection naturally.

Some of us learn it through survival.

In this episode, I talk about growing up isolated after coming to the U.S., learning people through relationships instead of community, and what happens when your entire world becomes one person at a time.

I also talk about how strange it still feels to be seen publicly now, through Threads, this podcast, and people responding kindly to honesty after a lifetime of expecting rejection.

This episode is about attachment, identity, loneliness, masking, and slowly learning how to exist around people in a healthier way.

In this episode, I talk about aphantasia, and what it’s like to not see images in my mind.

What started as a simple realization turned into something deeper…

understanding why my memories feel fragmented, emotional, and not visual.

This is a reflection on memory, perception, and why I describe things by how they feel… not how they look.

In this episode, I go back to the beginning, Chile, childhood, and the memories that remain.

Not a perfect timeline.

Just fragments.

Feelings.

Textures.

Small things that stayed.

A reflection on memory, dissociation, aphantasia, and the strange tenderness of remembering only pieces.

In this episode, I talk about what it felt like

before I understood trauma

when emotions would shift quickly

and small things felt overwhelming

and how, without the words,

I just thought…

this is who I am

this is about learning later in life

that there were actually reasons for it

and what it feels like

to finally start putting words to it

This one is about why I started writing…

not from a plan, but from a place of confusion, hurt, and trying to understand things that didn’t have answers.

It’s about how writing became a way to slow everything down… and start making sense of it.

If you’ve ever sat with questions that don’t have clear answers… this might resonate.

This is my first recording…

I didn’t plan it. I just hit record.

It’s a little chaotic… a little honest… and probably more real than it should be.

If you’re here listening… thank you.