Love, Lies, and Life.

Diamonds are to be searched for but I guess I shine so bright it's blinding? You can call it women’s intuition... I call it the moment I messed up! I thought he liked me. I thought he was interested in me. Hell, I can't tell and I can't blame no one but myself. I thought I knew what I had to do but my loving, goody to shoes, kind hearted, keep on ya gonna get your feelings hurt, ways took control. I had a moment where I knew the ball was no longer in my court. I felt the wind slowly seep out of the possible of a romantic relationship. I didn’t follow the rules. THIS DATING SHIT SUCKS! Be busy... ok! Don’t text.... ok! Don’t call first... Ok! I broke all the rules. I hate rules!!!! I (think) I COULD REALLY LIKED HIM and that's where I messed up. I lead with my blind, loving, kind, heart and not with the rules! I became a fixer. I became a listener. I became a problem solver. I became a motherly. It may have costed me suitable man or It may have saved me from a heartbreak. Ok! Well, I have to get back out there and try again. I can imagine a drill sergeant yelling "Get Up Soldier!" "DATING IS A WAR!" MOVE IT! MOVE IT! Thank you for the lessons King! I had fun one that one date (LOL). You are a great man and father! I wish you well KING. I wish there was some way this could have been easier. I take that back. I realize there is no easy to learn how to love and how to be loved. This is all apart of something I have to grow through. My name is Rahsaana and this is not the end of my STORY!  I'm a Diamond!

This is my personal journey through dating. I wasn't ready for years but now I am going forth. I want you to come along with me as I travel down some uncharted waters. I have paid for my subscriptions and they are coming. Wow, I am in training to get what I deserve from one man. Honey, I an Channeling Becky. That's right you heard me correctly. Becky... yes that what I said! I am discovering my feminine energy and it feels good to be soft and sexy. Let's go! I 'm ready to be loved!