corrections:

•  i left 6 weeks into sixth form

• my ipad is working but my data isn’t connecting to it so i can’t get onto the internet on it

woke up and found this on my phone, felt bad for what i said about my brother so edited it. the beginning is still there though, even though it’s cringe too. and to be clear, i don't actually think i'm better than anyone. 

woke up and found this on my phone…

it got pretty dark at the end there and i don’t really mean what i said about sam, i don’t hate him i’m just scared of him and i don’t like being a target of his vitriol. 

my period is starting and it’s agonising this month for some reason. feels like my insides are tearing apart. i feel like shit. i want to throw up.