Lucy's Apothecary x Healing Corner

Even if you never told me I'd still know you love me,

cause you always show it 

Actions speak louder than words and your heartbeat is even louder when we're close

A new phrase should be invented for us

Cause love only describes a fraction of us

Never in my life did I think I'd see the day

Did I think I'd meet a man that could love me this way

Now I'm feeling like Monica with love all over me

Thinking about you singing you're everything to me

I could spend eternity with you 

And even that wouldn't be long enough 

I love you 

Illusions of love painted on a heart

So innocent and pure

Your eyes made the first stroke

Then it was your kindness

Your humor made the next

And then it was your lips 

Soft and sweet

Tender even 

Then there was the touch

Laced fingers

A sweep over the back

A quick embrace

At on the way seemed actions spoke louder than words

Til you uttered those words

The perfect moment

The right time

The grandeur of the illusion is profound

Blinding almost

And then reality sets in 

The picture starts to fade

The colors run together

Salty water marks stain the canvas

It was nothing more than a pretty picture

A hallway decoration 

Only to be changed with the seasons

Till another artist comes along

One a little better at the craft than the last

Only this time the canvas isn't smooth

The surface is uneven with doubt

Till the colors start to form

And a picture takes shape

And then reality sets in 

Again 

Can I lay beneath the stars with you?

let my heart beat as one with you?

I want to share a secret with you

Soft whispers told on a pillow with you 

Can our eyes meet in the morning?

Wink a good morning

Smile a hello

I want to lay in the sun with you 

Dance on a cloud with you 

My soul intertwined in you 

I want to be an us with you 

me and you plus

them they their

I want to take it there

with you 

I want to go

To infinity and beyond

Can I go with you?

On his knees, he bows his head between my legs

praying to my body and worshiping my alter

A sacrificial feast to atone for loves sins

Speaking in tongues and praying for lusts fruits

My senses begin to dance at his fervent prayers

Exhale and inhale, inhale exhale

Muscles jumping at his lips song

Tasting of The Garden of Eden

All praises due

I am divinity and between my thighs lies his alter

You hide me in your closet of desire

Whisper compliments inaudible to even you 

I am not flattered by mediocrity. 

I do not honor cowards

I am an Empress

I require one who lives boldly

I will not cradle your ego and comfort its fragility

Your hands are far too weak to bear the weight of my soul

You wade in shallow waters of lust and I have no desire to swim ashore

For I am wild and free

What you fear in yourself you will not find in me

I am my own safe space

Not a hiding place for your shadows

I understand

I understand if my love was too big to fit in your tiny heart

If your fears echoe was bigger than the space my heartbeat took up

I understand if the weight of my soul made you wait to commit

If your heart wasn't strong enough to lift my gift

I understand that you were too scared to feel good

That struggle love still sounded good

I understand you couldn't let me in

To feel the warmth my love shines to heal wounds of past time

You don't yet love yourself enough 

To open up and trust

And I understand

I understand 

Your hands are like poetry 

Your own piece of art

Master working masterpieces mastering many mediums

You awaken my body and liven my soul

When you speak 

They dance

Making your words more fragrant to me

Strong yet delicate

You manipulate power and grace at your will 

You are my favorite artist and I, your favorite canvas

Chris e harv

That's how your name was saved in my phone at first

Then you started showing your ass

And I changed it to “growing”

So id have patience with you and give you a pass

Cause my big heart, life experience, and gods gifts

Gave me the ability to see through people's walls and facades

You kept the best parts of you out of dodge

Only pouring your feelings into me with each stroke

“You love me”

Yes, id say

“Say it”

I love you

“I luh yo ass too”

The first time was on mothers day and I blocked you the next day

We’ve been playing this game

you push

and I run away

You call and text and dm from burner accounts

Begging for another chance to let me down

Just when I finally settle into the idea of just fucking you

Released my hopes and dreams of more into the ethers

You come collect my soul like the pussy reaper

Soaking your mattress through two towels and your sheets

I still find jewelry that wasn’t left by me

A sight I wasn’t surprised to see

Cause I was already shown in a dream

And again you say unto me

“I luh yo ass too”

And the hopeless romantic in me wants to believe it's true

And though I play dumb with you

I clearly see the lies and contradictions

Your words and actions never align

Until you slide ya dick in

Now my ass over here writing poems

Eyes getting sweaty

Calling my friends and venting

I love you and I hate you

I know it's a cliche too

I wish I could take the dick and leave you

I look too good

I'm too fucking fine

My head to fucking fire

To get dragged by the likes of you

I'm a Goddess and we both know it

Your an incubus and it's been showing

The way you feed on my energy

I give you life

All at the expense of my own heart's strife

But I'm done with your games

I remember my name

The cancer new moon has made the scene plain

My mind, my heart and pussy are on the same page

Protected by a violet flame

I'm walking away

I'm releasing my shame and guilt

I'm done trying to bend you to my will

Who am I to try and change your mind

You've already decided you're not worthy of good big deep full love

And Maybe you're not

You would know better than i

*sigh*

I exhale the in hell

I've inhaled in your hell

Letting go of the ties that bind

Releasing all chords to the divine skies

I am free of you

And you are free of me

Returning your energy back 3 times 3

Hey Friends! #Itsyafavbaldheadedhealer here with Installation III, all about the Sacral Chakra. Get some basic Chakra details, followed by a beautiful meditation to open up and lighten your sacral space.

Affirmations:

It is safe and necessary for me to express my sexuality

It is my right to enjoy pleasures and be joyful

I am creative and full of brilliant ideas

I am safe and comfortable in my body

I am open and willing to allow myself to experience pleasure

I am balanced

My body is my home

My body is mine first. 

I enjoy experiencing pleasure in all ways

I am open and willing to experiencing pleasure

It brings me joy to express my sexual boundaries 

Working further with the Sacral Chakra and Healing assistants:

Cyrstal support: citrine, amber, sun stone, carnelian, orange calcite, tangerine quartz

Essential oils: sandlewood, ylang ylang, cardomom (bath with coarse sea salt and/or epsom salt, diffusion)

You can work one on one with me by booking personal reading sessions, reiki sessions and more at DanielleElaine.com.

Much Love 💕

Hey Friends! #Itsyafavbaldheadedhealer here with Installation II, all about the Heart Chakra. Get some basic Chakra details, followed by a beautiful meditation to open up and lighten your heart space. 

Affirmations: 

I am open and willing to forgive myself and others

I am open and willing to receive the love i deserve 

I am open and willing to love myself and others without fear 

It brings me so much joy honoring myself through grace and compassion 

I love to love me

It feels so beautiful to trust that I am worthy of receiving good healthy love 

It is easy for me to accept the beauty and infinite love in and around me

I am happy to know grace, peace and compassion for myself and others

Working further with the Heart Chakra and Healing assistants:

Cyrstal support: Rose Quartz, Clear Quartz, Rhodochrosite, Malachite, Jade, Green Calcite

Essential oils: Rose, geranium, neroli, ylang ylang, jasmine, bergamot (bath with coarse sea salt and/or epsom salt, diffusion) 

You can work one on one with me by booking personal reading sessions, reiki sessions and more at DanielleElaine.com. 

Much Love 💕